what I sometimes feel like saying to one of my exs after she hurts me

Its part of a song, (minus the chorus) I feel much the same, maybe not as harsh in some areas (minus the swears). But damn, I know how the writer feels in many ways.

She say that she still wants a friendship
She can't live her life without me as a friend
I can't figure out why I give a damn to what she wants
I don't understand the now before the then
Most of this garbage I write that these people seem to like
Is about you and how I let you infect my life
And if they got to know you, I doubt that they would see it
They'd wonder what I showed you how you could leave it
A friend in Chicago said that I should stay persistent
If I stay around I'm bound to break resistance
Fuck you Lucy for defining my existence
Fuck you and your differences

Ever since I was a young lad with a part-time dad
It was hard to find happiness inside of what I had
I studied my mother, I digested her pain
And vowed no women on my path would have to walk the same
Travel like sound across the fate ladder
I travel with spoon to mix this cake batter
And I travel with feels so I can deal with touch
It's like that, thank you very much,

Fuck the "what happened?", I got stuck
They can peel pieces of me off the grill of her truck
Used to walk with luck, used to hold her hand
Fell behind then played the role of a slower man
I want to stand on top of this mountain and yell
I want to wake up and break up this lake of hell
I feel like a bitch for letting the she twist me up
The last starfighter is wounded, time to give it up
On a pick it up mission, kept it bitter
Gettin' in a million memories just to forget her
The difficulty in keepin' emotions controlled
Cookies for the road, took me by the soul
Hunger for the drama, hunger for the nurture
Gonna take it further, the hurt feels like murder
Interpret the eyes, read the lines on her face
The sunshine is fake, how much time did I waste?
Fuck you Lucy for leaving me
Fuck you Lucy for not needing me
I wanna say fuck you because I still love you
No, I'm not okay, and I don't know what to do

 

yeah, I just re-read it, harsh in some areas but in others, it is like me.

 

Yeah I'm feeling parts of that myself..


This sums it up nicely:

'Fuck you Lucy for leaving me
Fuck you Lucy for not needing me
I wanna say fuck you because I still love you
No, I'm not okay, and I don't know what to do'

What song is that?

 

haha, I know it goes against my usual classic rock, but underground rappers Atmosphere. The song is fuck you lucy.

 

Nice, I'll be sure to check it out. Raps not really my thing either but some of it's ok as long as they 'keep it real' hehe. Good post..

 

yah, a lot of the old school stuff is pretty good actually...De La Soul - three feet tall and rising is the ultimate hippie rap album...haha! and grand master flash and run DMC are actually pretty cool.

 

Can't beat the Grandmaster!

 

oooo.....i dig atmosphere......