The Top Ten Reasons Why {insert year} Was the Worst Year of My Life

list the reasons... 10 is the least and 1 gave you the most problems. Have fun all.

 

1998

Alienated
Drug Addiction
Temptation
an evil woman
robbed
bored
restless
sleep deprived
no transportation
holes in my shoes from walking

 

10. Bruised the inside of my knee. Don't ask how cause I don't know... damn the part of the bone that isn't on top.
9. Successfully irked my parents a few times
8. Couldn't ride or dance for about four months.
7. Had my liver swell up on me for about four months.
6. Had mononucleosis for about four months. (Hmm, I wonder where I got the name now?)
5. Successfully got a friend fully pissed off at me.
4. Got used and abused with sex like things.
3. Was suicidal... almost tossed myself over a balconey
2. Thought I was going to die when I had an allergic reaction to medication... when you don't have to turn around to see people sitting behind you... life is not good.
And the Number One reason why this year sucked.
1. Had to deal with a sexual harasser (wish me luck on the 26th)

 

Monon...poor you *hugs*

 

Oct. 1994 until September 1995.

10. tripled my weight and added a foot to my height at the tender age of 9.
9. Was homeless for the first time in my life.
8. Almost drowned when a canoe tipped over
7. Was kidnapped by my biological father
6. Almost flunked the fourth grade
5. My mother left me when she went into drug treatment
4. I was left to raise my little brothers
3. Kids in elementary school can be quite terrible
2. I had to leave my little brother Alex when my mother got me back from my father.
1. My adoptive dad started sexually abusing me when my mom was in for treatment.

 

2004

10. only year i can really remember cause its most recent
9. was sued
8. couldnt afford beer for a while
7. bled out of my who-who for a month straight
6. parents almost getting a divorce
5. sister causing turmoil between me and my parents
4. annoying neighbor moved in who lets their dog piss on my front door and mat
3. had to have 4 surgeries...
2. found out my endo was back
1. was sexually taken advantage of by someone who was my friend...

 

2005
1.My father died he was given a hot shot then robbed
2.I lost my job for smokin a cig in a non desiganted area
3.Me and my sons father went out seperate ways.
4.I got close to someone told them how I felt and they stopped talking to me
5.My best friend wont talk to me because her husband dont like me
6.My great gram is dying
7.I resorted to drugs and beer for relaese from the stress
8.I relapsed back into the ana lifestyle
9.I have been unable to sleep due to reoccuring dreams of my fathers death
10.The meds the gave me for my bpd made even more stressed and now they need to find something new they can give me that I wont get addicted to.

 

The Year I die.

1-10. I don't like dying.

 

I would have to say 93-94. I was really strung out on drugs. My boyfriend at the time (husband now) didn't wan't to commit to the relationship. I remember May of 94 was the longest phreakin month EVER. I checked myself into Detox (with the force of my parents) and actually won a scholarship to Rehab. I couldn't win one for college but I got one for rehab.

1. bad reaction to medication causing Hospital attention
2. commited to a mental institution for a week
3. went through 3 different cars
4. couldn't keep a job
5. committed to detox & rehab
6. Head games from boyfriend
7. dog died
8. weighed 98 pounds
9. couldn't get adjusted to the right medication
10. tried to commit suicide