so, ive made up my mind, im leaving

if tomorrows job interview doesnt go well then im taking the crappy amount of money that ive got, and leaving. im just getting in the car and driving, and knowing my car, i prolly wont make it past the border. but should be intresting....oh please let me get this job!!!!

oh and i really dont know what the purpose of driving off would be, but its just what im gonna do

 

Just driving off is what I dream of every single pointless day of my life. I just can't deal with anything anymore, and I just want to escape. Hope that things work out for you though.

Actually, what I really want to do, is to hop on a train, not knowing where it is going (not paying for a ticket of course) and just see where I end up. I think that would be so beautiful.

 

I wish you the best. It will be an adventure, and I admire you for doing it.

 

I feel 100% exactly the same way, except i dont have no money or means of transportation.

I want to leave california for a long long time!
maybe i'll go to toronto:sunglasse

 

Everyone except joe should drive to oregon

 

that would be great, man. You go and you do that, and if you SOMEHOW make it into minnesota, there's a hippy house with some hot soup, a packed bowl, and a bed waitin for ya. Feel free to stop over!

 

Hey Joe, you want to leave California, I want to get to California (the whole west coast really, not just California). Maybe we can trade.

 

Nobody likes me....

 

No you said you can't

 

Ah, Oregon... how my soul longs for it... Of course it is only 1 1/2 hours away

 

Awww, I'd give Joe a lift!

 

I am giving you a call tomorrow Al. I am currently under the weather. Love ya though and you can come and run away to my place anytime.

 

silly silly joe
i like you, very much indeed!

and i serious about leaving this time...im gonna do it..i am...

 

can i come too?

 

aww alex, I hope you do well on your interview. I have been looking for a job as well, no luck, and I am hella qualified. if you do decide to 'just take off', be damn careful.

I wouldnt mind just taking off either, but of course my girls have their roots here and I wouldnt leave without em nor would i take them from their school and activities. oh and of course their sperm donor wouldnt approve either. So, I am stuck here for at least another 12 years.

 

What the fuck is the point of that?

(and not just in writing, but imagine I was there in front of you yelling it)

What the fuck are you going to do?
How the fuck are you going to be better off?

Do you want to end up being a bum? And don't you dare say yes cause you and I both know you don't.

Suck it up if you don't get this one and apply for another one. If you run than you have no idea how bad it can actually be out there.

Fuck dude, I know the Leafs got knocked out by Primeau&co but it ain't no reason to take off.

 

I'm sure Alex really gives a damn what you think she should do.

 

god i hope it goes well for me shell

not only do i need this one, but i gotta find another and very soon. the second job im applying for should be easy for me to get though.

its tough getting a job that pays well isnt it?? and i will be careful, i dont know how far im gonna get but ill give it a try. and good luck to ya also hopefully youll find something soon enough and it will be great.

this is a really important time right now for me, things are changing again and ive got to keep moving.

 

mike i never know what im doing or where im going, im just winging my life as i usually do. ive been trying to get things in my life to go a certain way and thats not working so im just leaving...i dont know what else to do. i know im running from things but its what i expect from myself. maybe i need some rude awakening so i can realize that what ive got aint that bad.

 

you got do what you got do but be safe and think about what you going to do now hope youget it and hope it go good for you