totally alone? For so much of this past school year I have felt so alone. My sister left for college and it's just me and my dad at home. He doesn't understand emotions and it hurts me so bad because I'm a very feelings-oriented girl. I feel like I don't fit in at school. LIke I have tons of friends, adn people like me, but for some reason nothing feels right...like i feel like im not genuinely accepted or I always have to make other people happy. i'm a floater, i dont have one specific crowd, and i feel like others are constantly judging me. I feel bored all the time, and beauty doesn't really have the same effect on me that it used to. I cant be moved, I cant feel (maybe its my meds ) and i feel like i'm just going through the motions. i'm just so upset about life in general. i just don't understand why things have to be the way they are all the time. i know it's all for a greater good, but sometimes i fall and it's really hard to get back up again. thanks for listening to me vent aud
Yeah, I feel sad all the time... but don't worry about it. You're 17. From what I can tell, just about every 17-year-old feels very sad at some point. I can't explain it, but it's natural. Don't sweat it, and things will get better.
I feel that way to. But I really don't have friends. Not anymore at least, I withdrew from them and now they think I'm weird. It's so pathetic, I would do anything to have a best friend.
