The pain continues....

You gotta feel shit when your best friend doesnt wanna spend anytime with you. Latly it getting worse, our relationship has lost it. And i have just discovered that he new friend thinks im a controlling bitch. Im so sick of teenager years....

Ive been through alot of shit latly, and all i wanna do if lay down and go to sleep and never wake up... Ive felt like that for about 1 year anda half. Girls, only get abortions if thats what you want, even if the guys says that he would kill himself if you did, just go with your gut feeling. I wish i had had my child because then i would feel as if i actually had something to live for. Right now all i want is to have my baby back, to subside the lonliness i feel. Im sick of people trying to hurt me, i just want love. But all ppl ever do is lie to me.

I just wanna scream and knock myself out. Or go overdose on heroin. Probably the latter will happen anyway.

Bye all

 

Baby Firefly,
I'm sorry you feel that way about your abortion. A lot of women do, but you really just have to move on with life (as easy as that sounds). We all go through some hard shit. But, you just have to tell yourself that you can handle it and try your best to go on. Maybe it's time to look for other friends... or maybe the fact that your best friend isn't spending much time with you is a sign that you should just take advantage of some alone time and chill out. That's what I do. Relax and try to take your mind off your problems. I'm sure life has much more to offer you, after all you are 16 right? Take care.

-Dariah.

 

I can handle my best friend not talking to me, i can even handle the abortion but when all this other shit builds up onto of it i just cant handle anything! I sick of being sad and lonly, but whenever i get new friends they disappear or die... i just made a friend who over dosed about 5 days after we had our connection... Im a disease!

 

yay...

 

ok...

 

lol...but that dont achieve anything in the end.....

 

lol ur funny....

 

i am actually....

 

argh...am i ugly?

 

colenzo shut the fuck up man
​

i know mamas that have gone through this type of shit​

you help no one X i thought you werent coming back ​

to the forums i thought you hated all of us ​

so dont try and help any one cause you dont​

give a fuck about shit and you prob. wont​

till you wake up and realize theres a world ​

outside your existence ​

so just stay the fuck off the forums all you​

do is whine anyway ​

you want banned just DONT LOG IN
OR TYPE THE ADDY TO THE FORUMS ​

~~~PLEASE~~~​

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anyway baby firefly im sorry even i go through​

tough times and like i said i know mamas that have​

gone through this type of shit ​

there are good people out there and its hard to find them​

i know your young but dont give up hope ​

everything works for a reasons ​

read rainbows forum and see if some of those cats ​

lift your spirit cause happiness is out there ​

and i can vouch for that stay real to your self and ​

dont let people dictate your life cause after all​

its your life and you have to find happiness within ​

first an then you can find the happiness from ​

your surroundings ​

all my love and blessin​

measa​

 

yay

 

Thank you for dedicating all of that to me, however I didn't waste my time to read it because I simply don't care.

thank you my point exactly ​

so leave​

peace pot and a microdot​

that easy​

 

i know you like to whine like a ​

lil baby and say ban me skip​

ban me i hate it here this place sux​

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but of course you wont leave ​

i should have known better​

 

even if i dont like you ​

i have to wish you good luck​

in court i wish no one bad ​

so i hope it goes well​

 

im glad to hear that no one deserves to be locked
im glad all went well

 

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