I want him fucking dead

FUCK that, I once felt the same.... But now, I realize you need them. He's back even though he left. Ya can't hate them forever. In fact, they spawned your exsistance. FUCK LIFE if you will but God permit, those who spawn ya, gotta have something in them. They are willing enough to knock up your momma. Now, if they beat ya, or your momma, fuck them. Spear them dead.

 

God never cared if ya killed a man in good cause

 

Though, in no way, do I advocate killing a man..... I just suggest what could happen. Remember, in no way do I advocate killing... I just propose what COULD happen.. this of course due to the legal system of the United States Government and it's lagistics.

 

I have a spare cupboard.. it's big enough to sleep in! You can just contribute to the bills and make me cups of tea in the morning.. hahaa

Not sure how you would afford the college bills in the UK though.. ha..

 

I didn't once feel like that, I always felt like that, and the more time that passes and the more evidence I amass the more I know I am right.. I think I am quite sure now, I've had little to do with him for 12 years, and when I have made the effort I've always been proved to have been right to alienate him... life is far far far better with him not apart of my life, infact I don't even refer to him by name anymore and I have never considered him someone I care for...

 

Ha.... lately, my exdad's been going thru pms whenever he "talks" to me, but he takes my brother and sister to Dairy Queen.

 

ugh, why does it seem like most of us hate our fathers?? and mr mojo risin' i'd really like to forget about my dad its just hard because as long as i want my mom in my life i'll have to deal iwthhim.

 

Water Dreamer..
Please do us a favour..and get rid of that hatred inside you..
don't you see your pulling yourself down..
if you don't like your dad..O.K..then simply ignore him..
but killing is not in a HIPPIE'S dictionnary..
you know that..and everbody else here knows that....
don't you have any real friends you can rely on??
if no..then tell us what's wrong with you...
We want you to feel O.K...go on with your life..
like you want it..and now..scrap that word...killing..
tiger

 

I don't think he ever cared either way.

 

i'm not a godamn hippie, and i can't ignore him. you don't know what the hell he's done to me or my mother, actually everyone related to him/everyone he's come into contact with. he is a horrible man and he does no good for ANYONE. don't try to tell me how i should feel, and most people here know i don't want to kill him and they understand that i was just saying that out of being pissed off, which im allowed to be. my best friend betrayed me and now i have trust issues with friends/everybody if you really want to know...not like its any of your business.

 

I hear ya...again. Dads can suck so bad sometimes. I don't even think a divorce would affect me in a negative way. It would be some form of relief to finally have him gone.

...Ya know?

 

oh believe me i do, i've been begging my mom for about 4 years now to get a divorce...she never agrees though and she always gets mad at me...so today i just asked her to send me away, and i was dead serious but i think that upset her a little

 

sounds like what I said to my mum, only thing is it actually had an effect with mine and she did leave him!

 

my moms too afraid.

 

ha.. sorry I am reading this forum backwards... but anyway..

hmmm... if you killed your father you'd have to live with the consquences of that, I am not gonna go into detail but I have been down that road and at the time I could have killed him and maybe came closer than I am gonna give details of... but I am very glad now that I didn't, he is out of my life and he will pay more by living, I would have paid a far higher price if I had to carry a burden of any guilt... things that have happened since have done nothing but reinforce my decision to exclude him, but if he had died due to my actions those things wouldn't have happened since, and I would be left with lingering insecurites and doubts about my actions... the only people who suffer death are those left behind to deal with the mess... .. well, I guess that's not necessarily true as I can't talk for the otherside.

 

well, you have to take actions that protect yourself and your mother, there is usually a solution, you have to decide how to go about getting what you want without screwing things up for yourself in otherways...

 

okay people i never said i was going to kill my dad, lemme just start by that.

my moms supposed to be the one protecting me, and i try my hardest to protect her but there's nothing i can do if she won't do anything for herself...what am i going to do? kidnap her from him??!

 

that is sad.

What happened to family values?

 

they went to hell.

 

unfortunately.