I am

Born to Die Alone.

Yet, I don't feel pathetic. Or suicidal. That is all.

 

What is it that makes you feel this way?

 

It's probably a good idea... if you depend on yourself and are content with it, I'd imagine you'd hardly ever get depressed.

 

I don't really feel that way.... I thought I did... but I don't feel that pathetic...

and yes, I am born to die alone, don't know why.

 

but yes, you gotta have a family. I will only serve the needs of family and I will choose my family well.

 

But is it your desire to do so?

 

indeed yes!

 

yeah, but I was born to die alone.

 

What makes you so sure of this?

 

Why are you so confused tonite?

 

my instincts, somehow.

 

I don't know... well I guess that's what makes me confused.

but yeah, I want not to die alone, but I think I am destined to.

 

Cause I drank too much?

 

no, I am sober.

I lied that I was drunk earlier.

 

Are you really 99?

 

no, I am 19.

 

I was asking Patty-poo.

 

oh, ok!

 

Well.. Maybe someday you'll find a Ms. Ash_Freakstreet?

 

Maybe someday. I wonder where she is