You told................::::(((((

Y..Yo..you told...:(( me... Em, sorry. You told me, you are my freinds, but no one of you wants to speak with me!! You don't find me interesting, I know.
I try not to cry, but now I can't stop tears..........


I was dreaming of the past,
And my heart was beating fast.
I began to lose control....
I began to lose contro--o-ol...

I didn't mean to hurt you,
I'm sorry that, you've made me cry....oh now..
I didn't want to hurt you..
I'm just a jelous girl...

I was feeling insecure,
You might not love me any more..
I was shivering inside...
I was shivering inside...

I think, I shouldn't visit this site - I don't want to interrupt your relationships.
Sorry
Anita.
P.S. Together you may go to the hell - and nothing will happen with you!!!

 

Hey Honey,
this might be a stupid question, but ... Are you OK???

Love, Peace and Happiness

 

I don't know.. my mind is under blink... I can't think after I cryed. Such way, I hope.
Thank you, dear Weep!

 

Anita,

What's exactly wrong with you??
Is it the fact that you are a 13 year old living in a conservative town
and nobody understands you??If that's the case...it's certainly very
difficult to live in an environment like this..
so tell us what's bothering you??
and we will try to help you..O.K..??
old tiger

 

Hare Krishna!

Dear Anita,

Please calm down, my dear girl.
Please shake off everything that has already happned, do not try to live on with your past. It is a very small world, right, but not so small as you think. It is still big enough to have persons who care for you and love you. Please look up, there are persons like "Weep" , "Old Tiger" and of course me, too, who all love you.

I can assure you, nothing has gone wrong with you. Pains come and go but life never comes to a halt for anything whatsoever. Please look up at nature, nothing has changed, everything is duty-bound and doing its duty. If you do not get solace from anything or anybody else, please look up at God. He never leaves even a tiny ant, for sure He is with you and He shall take care of you. Please gather yourself up, smile up to the whole world and give another start afresh. You can do it. Please do it. Please give me my peace of mind back. I am disturbed and upset because of your pain and tears.

I love you.

Kumar.

 

hey anita, there's really nothing to be scared of. Kumar is right, and Weep and Tiger too, you know - I'm new to this forum too, I'v been here since... okay, it's yesterday or maybe the day before yesterday, doesn't really matter. But I couldn't say that "I'm new to those who love me" - it's not like "I have registered and they started to luv me", well, maybe I'm not completely right, but maybe without eyecontact and touch, is think of love much more easier. It's easy to say, I luv you, it's easy to luv you, and the only thing which is not easy is to understand the way your love is, the way it changes and refreshes the world, but the isn't the understanding so pleasant?

...ah...whatever I've said -

don't need to be alone
no need to be alone
it's real love it's real
yes it's real love it's real

peace!

 

Hare Krishna !

Dear Weep, Old Tiger, Donnie and all others to come,

Thank you all for giving moral support and help to dear Anita.
Let us all reassure her that she is not left alone, nobody on this
earth is left alone, and we all love her.

Let nobody cry in mental agony on this earth.

Love,

Kumar.

 

Hey Kumar,

Nice to see somebody from Calcutta(India)
I know this place very well.
My sister in law used to live on S.N.Banerjee Road..
Unfortunateley..she died tragically..she was an air-hostess
for Indian airlines and one day on a flight to Imphal she never
came back..65 people died in that accident..I did have a very
close tie with this lady..I have never been able to forget her..
Calcutta and the West Bengal people..welll..great mentality..
and usually Bengalis know what they are talking about..
Coming back to Anita here..she feels lost and loneley in a place
where probably she is an exception to all others around her..
Only thing we can do is give her moral support..she's 13..
and as a lot of years before her...let's see that she's going to feel
O.K..and...why is she suddenly so silent on this topic??

old tiger

 

Anita, honey, we all care very much. Many people in HipForums stop in to tell you hello, then expect that they will meet you in other parts of the forums. Look around and see what interests you. As your posts grow, so will your friendships. Private Messages are usually used for one on one conversations and already you have many people who have offered to 'talk' to you with PMs. You are wanted here.

 

naw we like you stay. jsut be patient girl.

 

I always feel lonely. It will never change. But, Great Thanks for your support!!!

 

Yeah, I right. Noone is really interested about me. Maybe, it's because you don't need me to show the way love...

 

Anita,

You are totally wrong by saying nobody cares about me etc..
EVERBODY cares here...don't let yourself slip into a depression..
look inside yourself...and live according to that..
if the world around does not understand you...
very difficult..but put yourself over it..
just be patient...somebody will really help you out..
so SMILE...and just ignore people around you who critisize you..
not easy in Russia..we all know..but try anyway..
tiger

 

Hey Anita!​

hippiestead is right, just keep posting around and make others aware that you´re part of the forums, a new hip girl.
Let us get to know you, be a bit patient and give everyone the time to find out that you´re here.
As you can see, there are allready some great people who noticed you and care about you.

Love, Peace and Happiness

 

Including the "never change" part. But I am living proof that you can't predict the future. It rreally might get better someday. Good luck!

 

Hay Anita if ya saying thanks to someone, this means something is changed, huh? Hay don't say you don't feel it

 

Donnie..

Great reply of yours..you have got the RIGHT attitude..
try to take up contact with Anita..she will be O.K..
We have to help each other out...spassieba..in Russian
tiger

 

Please don't feel that way, darling! EVERYONE needs to show love. That's why we're here in this forum together, because we needed love, and needed to love others. We *do* love each other, and we love you too.

Sometimes life gets so hectic that we forget to pay attention. This is a sin, but we all fall short, my precious! Minutes quickly turn into hours, and then to days, and then we realize that so much time has passed since we've had open loving communication with one another. Please don't leave! The best is yet to come!

See you all later! (Gotta go home now. Work is over. YAY!!! )

 

thank you tiger!

Gee, Anita! Hay my dear see that? You're not alone in your town

 

Thanks! But I can't find flowers and it's too cold in my town to wear flowers!! They will die, and I'm die with them!!!!