okay something really really weird happend to me over the weekend, and i dont know how to react... i have been best friends with this chick nicole for years now, like 12 years of my life, and we've done everything together from pratying, drinkin, smokin, and u know the girly types of things, and just this past weekend when we were at a party we were handed a video camera and told to do what we wanted with it, well we were goofin off as ussual when nicole thought it would be a good idea for me to flash the camera, now me and nicole are like sisters, and well the straightest girls you'll ever meet but i did it anyways thinking hey why not its a party and well i needed to losen up a bit get ready boys...this may turn you on a bit, i flashed the camera and as i was flashing the camera nicole happend to grab my breast and she started to rub them, she shut the camera off and started to kiss my kneck, i was soo scared yet so fucking horny i did not know what to do, she then took off my shirt all the way over my head seeing as it was half off at frist and she started to kiss my kneck somemore, i kept telling her to stop but honestly i was so drunk that i wanted more then anything to keep going, it felt so good and it turned me on soooo much. i saw nicole pick up the camera from off of the floor and place it on the box type thing, and she turned it on and kept figiting with it to make sure it was facing us. i was so nervous and i had no idea what to expect...i had never done anything like this before... well anyways, she got the camera in the right position and just ripped off her shirt and she grabbed my hair and just full on hard core made out with me...omg it was like awsome and ahhhh i cant explain it, she stopped for a minute and started to take off my clothes, i was completely shit faced and i honestly could not move, i was fucked up on DXM and alcohol anyways...she started to kiss me slowly down, and it happend, she rubbed my clit and then began to kiss my inner thys and then it began she fingerd and licked the shit out of me, i began to moan, and i loved it we truned it into a 69 and we got it all on film NOW HERES THE SCARY PART i am so afraid to talk to her now we haven't spoken in days and well...even though i dont have feelings for her, i think im a lezbian, what should i do __________________ www.mindfedviolence.com JoE HaYeS Is My LoVeR some call it stalking...i call it lovehow many emo kids does it take to screw in a light bulb?? None, they'd rather sit in the dark and cry!
its possible you could be a lezbian,or just bi-sexual!you didnt do anything wrong so enjoy and have fun.
Yeah, you were just having fun! Their is a difference between being a lesbian and being kinky. Kinky rules!... but so do lesbians!
If you believe you are a lesbian, then there is nothing to do except just accept it. There's absolutely nothing wrong with being a lesbian, but you could also be bisexual as well. How do you feel about guys?
I'd also like a copy of that video... Oh, and if you are a lesbian/bisexual, it's all good. I'm a guy and I'm pretty sure I'm bi, but I don't let that haunt me.
~*your 15? well... why don't you just calm down a minute before you decide who you are and what you are lovely girl ~ why bother putting some label on yourself NOW when you can explore yourself and your identity for many years to come ~ i don't doubt that you feel the way you do at all just that maybe, maybe you might want to forgoe the labelling and give your straight/lesbian side a chance at developing into whatever it may happen to become after some more experience or thought ~ just a silly girls opinion!*~
I had sex with a friend of mine yesterday. My birthday present and she's going away soon too. Lovely girl. In any case, she is a bit older and more sure of herself than you at 26. She likes men and she loves being with women. Don't get hung up on name tags or anything. Theres lots of bisexual women out there. It's only when you decide that don't want anything to do with men at all that you should consider naming yourself a Lesbian. Until then, you are just learning about your own sexuality and preferences.
Just because you had an expierience dosent mean that you are Gay, dont jump to conclusions. You may be but you probably wont know for sure yet. Also, are you worried about this tape getting around at all?
I'm appualed! That is nothing like what happened. All I know is that we were up for making a porno for DXM. Well, it was a bad decision. It was also an above the waiste only porno. All I know and what's on the tape is us sitting with our shirts off laughing. THen Anna licked my boob and sucked on it so I did that same thing back to her so then we frenched for like 10 seconds. We put our shirts back on and then I taped her fingering herself for like 10 seconds. That's all that happened I swear to god and put my life on it. We were both fucked up on soo much shit and now our whole town knows what happened. I'm glad my brother and parents don't know yet. I hope they never find out!
