This Girl...She's Incredible

oh and i am not preching, im just tryin to reasure Rach

 

One sugestion, you do NOT have to follow it, and it's kind of risky:

Get her up a gainst a wall, and just spontaniously kiss her. True, she may hate you, and you may get in legal trouble. When it's over, she will either hate you, love you, or run away to "need time to think". This plan is like taking someone in a coma off of life support; it forces them to really decide what they want; live or die, God or you. True, it might not work, but I belive deep down she really does have feelings for you; afterall, she made the first move; and it might be just the "push" she needs.


Also, I think your story is sweet too. Whatever happens, happens.

 

Hey i love your story, its alot like mine except the religion shit...i think that is just bullshit, i had a friend that was all religious n wen she found out i had a gf she got all weird on me, but fuk her! now with ur girl, im going with Lights here..i think u need to do some sort of stare into the eyes thing and slowly go to kiss her, if she pulls away its her own loss...go sleep withher best friend! jks jks! good luck...update soon! lv HIPPIESTICK!!

 

Maybe hippiesticks advice, but i would not follow lights advice

 

::sigh:: I really thought Liz still had feelings for me...I mean, the way she looks at me and touches me, good god. But...I guess I was wrong.


I was talking to Liz's friend Jaimie earlier tonight.


Jaimie: liz was thinking of asking your brother out
Jaimie: o-o;;
me: hmph
Jaimie: =(
Jaimie: i know
Jaimie: i just thought you should know
me: john doesn't like her
me: i asked him
me: lol
Jaimie: xD
Jaimie: good
Jaimie: because i know you'd be sad
Jaimie: if she went out with him
me: so...i guess she's totally over me, huh?
Jaimie: =( yeah..
me: that didn't last long
Jaimie: sure didn't
Jaimie: one day
Jaimie: she was like
Jaimie: "i'm not bi anymore"
Jaimie: and i was like
Jaimie: "you're gay?!?! AWESOME"
Jaimie: and then she was like
Jaimie: "no....i'm straight."

::sigh::

 

aww that sux! but time sorts everythin out, like she cant just stop liking u like that, she really needs to wake up to herself u cant just be bi one minute then straight the next, maybe u should try talkin to her about it, or is she avoiding u now? no offence but i think u deserve much better u dont deserve to be hurt like this, ive been there myself many times and no one deserves it but u never no she may just need time or just a lil push to make her realise she wants u (go with the hole staring in the eyes n the slow move in!) good luck lil one lv HIPPIESTICK

 

maybe she was saying shed change her name to 'elizaben' for you

 

that is the saddest end to this story that could come out of it, of all things omg i feel so bad for you like seriously i wanna cry for you! *HUGE HUG* dammit i agree thats all bullshit n one of the reasons i'm not a christian(no offence but i see no point in being part fo a religion that tries to supress me n the things i like ) *hug hug hug* you'll find someone seriously i've liked straigt chicks before and stuff and thought i never thought i would i got over it eventually n ive found someone better
k itll get better luv u babe!

 

OMGOMGOMGOMG!! Rachel = really effin happy.

Okay, this past weekend my school choir took a trip. And Liz was ALL OVER me on the bus and the way she looked at me and spoke to me, wow, I could just tell she still liked me. So, we were hanging out in her hotel room and all her room mates left. We were sitting on her bed and she put her arm around me. I looked at her and could just see the passion in her eyes. So, I ran my fingers through her hair and kissed her! And oh my effin god. I swear my heart was about to beat out of my chest. My stomach was doing summersaults. It was one of those fireworks kisses, yano? It was so...incredible.

So, yeah. It's been a bumpy ride. But, I like her so effin much. I'd wait around forever for her.

 

It's wonderful that she has came back around. Has she figured out that the misquotes of the bible just don't make sense?

Hey, who cares. It's great that she is letting you back in.

May you love grow.

 

OMG THATS SO FUKIN AMAZING!!! YAY 4 RACH!!!!!!! im sooooo happy for u girl!!! dont let her go again...wat happened after u kisssed!!!?!?! u cant just say u kissed then leave it! lol goooood work!! update soon!! *big hug for rach* lv HIPPIESTICK!!

 

lol, sorry guys. I guess I was so excited about the kissing part of the story I forgot to finish! Well, after I kissed her she smiled and kissed me back. And then we just cuddled, she ran her fingers through my hair, and woah her touch makes me shiver, lol. But after like 10 minutes her room mates came back. So, we hung out with her room mates.

Woah buddy, she's amazing.

 

lol awesome!! my gfs touch still makes me shiver i hope u guys stay good n just get better!!! im really happy for ya! make the most of it lv HIPPIESTICK

 

yay! u made my fucking day. im so happy u deserve to be happy and she's insane if she lets u go again

 

update please!!!!

 

This has been one hell of a rollercoaster ride. I hope the very best for you. I really wish I had the balls to tell a girl I liked her. Major props to you, love.

 

Wouldn't it be more appropriate to say you wish you had the eggs to tell a girl you liked her?

 

Oh my God. What the fuck? Liz...broke up with me.

She is such a bitch! I don't even know what happened. Everything was perfect, I was happy. I'd never been that happy before. But, last weekend she was acting really weird. And then today...she broke up with me.

It was my last day of middle school, my last day at my current school! I'm leaving behind everything I've ever known, and she breaks up with me! Gives me just another reason to cry.

I was tired of putting up with her shit anyway. I like her so much, so much. But, the feeling obviously wasn't mutual. I just don't understand.

She didn't even tell me why. She just said, "I don't think it's working out between us." And I felt tears well up in my eyes, I felt confusion stir within me. And she just said, "I'm sorry." I looked her in the eye and said, "So am I." And she walked away.

And then she was hanging all over my friend Haley! Haley is straight, too. I DON'T UNDERSTAND!! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON??? MY LIFE IS CRUMBLING RIGHT BEFORE MY FEET AND THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT!!!!

 

This girl just sounds like she's really confused and has no clue what she wants. It's really not fair to you. The best thing to do would be just to try to move on. If she tries to come back, don't let her. You've given her 2 chances now, and she obviously doesn't know what she's doing right now. You sound a lot more mature than she is,and you deserve someone who is, too.
But you mentioned that you're leaving everything behind now that you're done middle school? It may seem a little hard right now, but try to look at it as a complete new beginning. I went through something like that when I left middle school and was off to high school. There's so many new people you're going to meet and new experiences you're going to get to have now!
You can never get away from people like her, but you're the bigger person here, and be proud of that! You sound like a nice girl, and you're going to get through this and soon find someone else who's going to send your heart into a flutter. Just take your time right now, kinda "do what you need to do."

 

Pretty intense stuff...do wahtever your heart tells you to.