Oh God....

So i got kicked out of school for possesion, i passed out in front of my guidance counselor while i was on the shit and i had 5 pills in my pocket, so i went to rehab for like 3 weeks and now i cant go to school, nor see my friends nor do anything, and i need weed bad. A couple nights ago i snuck out of my house and smoked with my old friend who lives down the street and hes like dude ill sell to you any time. So yesterday i asked him to sell me some and he was like sure and then never came back online, and then today he was like ill sell you some al like 10:30 or 11 ill be on and you can come down to my house. Its currently 11:35 do you guys thing hes blowing me off?

 

You never know

 

um are you at his house? no. so you arent going to get weed by sitting at home. ring his phone say 'dude im comin over'

when you get there take him for a walk and do the deed.

 

Sounds like you either need to be more responsible with weed, or stop smoking it.

 

You NEED weed? I think not. Stop using it as a coping tool.

 

probably. I sure hope so. You need to get your head straight. I don't condone drug use of any kind to irresponsible kids.

 

its people like you who give responsible recreational users a bad name... just pretend you never ever did drugs and never touch them again.... that way we have one less statistic holding us back from our freedoms

 

duude...ur 17 years old...i cant even imagine that being my situation (im 17 too). you need to get your life together.


drugs should not interfere with your education...you shouldn't need pot...i mean im not trying to naysay but you shouldnt be doing that shit unless you can be responsible about it. dont get totally wasted at school, it's just not worth it.

getting high/fucked up at school isn't really that great, why do u need that? and im saying that with past experience...what good is being fucked up at a place where u have to sit in class, cant listen to music, cant go outside, cant do anything but listen to teachers?? how is that fun?

maybe im just not that cool.

 

Going to school high isn't that fun, but the risk of getting caught can be a thrill. For example, last year, DARE came to my school. My friend "dared" (hehe, get it?) me to go to school stoned as fuck during one of there little presentations or whatever they do now. So I did, it wasn't very fun and I was scared shitless, but it was totally thrilling.

 

its prolly a good thing so now hell stop dropping people's grades

 

agreed.

 

education/career > arrested and kicked out of school
figure it out

and stop being such a bitch

 

Alright, fuck you guys. I forgot to say what i passed out on, it wasnt weed douchebags, its was muscle relaxers, I was addicted to painkillers, oxys mostly, and when ever i wasnt on oxys i Felt like shit, i mean my whole body hurt i couldnt eat, i couldnt sleep, i couldnt do anything unless i was on some kind of opioid. I wasnt even getting high, i was just feeling normal when i was on them. I know its my fault for being and idiot and doing them in the first place i agree with all of you on that. But dont tell me im being a bitch, that im being irresponsible with weed, when im using it to help with cravings, my whole body shaking because for some stupid reason i thought about oxycontin, or using it to cope with fucking depression that i will have to deal with for 2 fuckingh years, all because i made a fucking stupid mistake of trying painkillers in the first place. Douchebags.

 

i have passed out on oxycontin alot of times,its really fucking hard to drive after you blow an 80 or a 40 but dude most people dont understand what it means to be addicted to oxycontin. Its one of the best drugs ever made fuck man i use to get 40's for free those were the days methadone is big now i dont like it as much it isnt as strong and it takes to long to work but just go to his house what the fuck else is there to do at 11

 

hg

i agree

 

aww man did u call us douchebags? im so hurt.

it doesnt matter what u were on, case and point is u were doing it at school, which is a BREEDING ground of people who will turn you in and fuck you over. you were being irresponsible.

and dont lay it on your depression, that doesnt justify.

 

"Its people like you blahrahrahrah!!!" *shakes fist*

 

Can you tell me what exactly i am laying on my depression, please i would really like to know. See california, what you dont understand, and i hope you never will, is how bad an addiction is to oxycontin, When you are not on oxycontins, you feel worse than absolute shit. It feels so bad theres nothing you can compare it to, you have to go through the addiction to understand how bad it really is. I had to go thorugh my own little detox, which involved no sleep for a good week and a half and just about no food for a good week, all i could pretty much eat or drink with out throwing up was water, and even sometime i threw that up. And all that week i felt worse than hell, suicide felt like a pretty good alternative. And what you also dont understand are cravings that they told me ill pretty much get for the rest of my life. I'll describe to you what a craving is like, you sweat, you shake, and you get extremely neautios(i know its spelt horribly wrong). So im sorry for being irresponsible, and taking pills during school and im sorry for getting addicted. Hey heres an idea, instead of stirring up bad memories of how shitty my life is, how about next time you post in a thread you stick to the subject at hand.

 

Not to mention the pain from the withdrawls : \ the suck

 

This sound's eerilely like emo-goth behavior. Get help quick. Let's get a few things straight for the viewing audience at home: You posted your past. Nobody forced you to throw in the getting caught in school (which was irrelevent to the weed question), and no one put a gun to your head and made you explain yourself.

Now addressing the issue: You don't use weed to try and cover up depression, it dosn't work. You use weed to cure it. You need to get a really relaxed environment, I like to use my room when it's dark, light some candles, etc. Explore your mind and everything that's making you depressed and work to fix it mentally. Happiness is 9/10 perception and 1/10 reality. If there's something you can't change, you might as well accept it and be happy about it. And if you can change something, then change it.