Dark Algebra A lie in us that came from birth This lie built us and made our world Our hate for dark, But soon we adapt to believe it's right Out of light, our parasite thirst is fed through our sight I have seen what we can do I believe dark pulls us through Hate and lust, it's deep down inside even the purest saint I see dust, our ignorant minds were bored, so had to paint Giving or taking? Healing or hiding? Smiling or hating? Living or dying? Everything we're told is the wrong way 'round The day that you die is when you hear true sound I'm so tired of running Though the lies are only in my face now I know I can not fight it The formula shows only one way out Deceive my eyes Fuck my mind I let you in I beg for lies Just kill my mind Just take my eyes I must believe it's fine I must escape my life Just bleed me dry Bleed me through Feed my lies Make me you Kill this pain Kill these sighs No more games No more cries Fuck my lies Fuck this mind Screw these eyes Make me blind The formula has shown me how to find Patience gets eaten in this darkness To take the step out of these lies But do I step into what defines us? Another plague? Another lie? Another dream? Another sigh?
Unlucky Another friend and another try Noting's here but a thousand lies Another girl and another sigh Nothing's here but I still deny The pretty pictures build a masquerade I just stare as my feelings fade An empty corner where I wait and see The only place where my mind is free All's I want is my happiness Helping others brings me emptiness If I leech I know that I will die Just give me lies and take me far from this It's fair to say I never stood a chance But building anger puts me in a trance I'm right to say we're all lost in lies The lucky laugh whilst unlucky people cry In this theatre I judge the dreams Dreaming people live in dreamy screams It's no-one's fault but it's still hard to stand Wake up now before my hate demands
if you read this before i ring you PREPARE.......... for me comin round and getting pissed and wrecked and stoned and morrowinded.
Nothing's real until you lose it In my eyes there's nothing real now A hole in space that tells me my feelings Reflecting darkness that knows me somehow Another breeze that's bent on redeeming Nature's hands that stretch my resistance In my mind I am the fire I'm sucking in all in this distance Tempting light but I am a liar There's something wrong I must expand it Write a song or throw and demand it There's something gone I must now see it When it's lost is when I'll believe it No more words I stand in silence Another stare I'll turn to violence There's something wrong But you can not see it We live in lies and I only see shit There's something lost We'll never see it When we're dead is when we'll believe it
Everything I'm asking what is real The voices can't decide Is it what I'm told now? Or is it what I hide? Escaping is no option To run will scar my mind But I'm just so afraid here There is no solace I can find Is this nothing? Or is this everything? Is this loving? Or is this just a selfish game? Teach me how to catch it Just show me how to race Show me how to like it Show me how to drown in hate Am I something? Or am I the same? Is this your shoving? Or am I just vain? There's something But everything's dead No loving Denying our breath It's nothing It's all in my head I'm not shoving Soon you'll be dead
Mass Illusion Beside and in my arms there are so much sighs Holding them to prove that there's nothing in this life In this I now exist, and there's nothing left to hide This is all in our heads, I could never really see Feeling instead, my eyes will just deceive The day that I fall is the day that I breathe You stand so far away as I judge you inside I see it all so clear, the things you've denied Even if I try, you'll never realise You're thrown into life and taught to see in the dark A mind that was once pure has been given its mark This is what you'll be until you don't relax Dreams can fall apart if there's nothing to hold They will swallow you up and chew 'til you're old The breeze that takes your heart and makes you so cold Outside I see the trees, their beauty brings sin Soon corruption taints, it burns the forest from within Such is the basic law of claiming everything Among the desperate sounds I can hear in your world There's bleeding and there's hate and a soul that you sold There is no escape, you've become the black hole Synthetic minds and synthetic rules A shallow little mind and a love for its use Let's make some paper now or we will just lose
Beginning and the End I'm sitting back and letting days slip by The window stares and shows me so much hate My heart still fades as I resent its lies I disappear as there's nothing left to hide Holding me away from hurting you I could bring you pain and burn you up inside There's still a part of me I think is true But if I looked, I know I'd shoot you through The dark in me has claimed another day The things I see are begging me to stay The lies I hear still me it's ok But to be free, I'll fuck it all away The light is false, I know because I saw The space above is just a natural whore Without the dark, there's no such thing as law The light I see is a reaction and a door I'm taking you apart I'll get inside your heart I'll bet you feel so smart I've fucked your mind and taken you to the start I've taken me apart I am inside my heart I am my work of art I've fucked my mind and now I must restart
Infinitely Blind I have tried I've tried so hard, but the lies I have died The feelings died and I now hide I hide so far, now there's no more lies Only sighs I realise We all died The day we're born is the day we die If I tried to stand I'd only fall to my lies Even when I stand to reclaim Even if I told you you're just the same Even when I say you're insane The parasites gather and I just fall to your blame Such a shame A shame you're just a game But I'm insane I'm another source of blood with a name Even if you believed, it's only because it's a game We're the same We were never sane My mind is tamed But you're falling victim to your blame With reason dead and a shaded mind, you still believe there's no such thing as a lie Realise Even if you tried to see Even when you're down on your knees Even when the light becomes your mind Until we're dead, the dark inside makes us blind
Whispers Another day that brings a whisper My ears have been deceived A dream that said I miss her It brings a passion for disease Fuck me, make me helpless Just kill these thought and stay If only my lies weren't worthless She's a dream and far away Is it too late for love to help me? Is love even a truth? I see my mind has made this clear There's nothing now that can get me through All these people make me angry Let's trade some fucking pain Seems deception makes them happy I hope you choke on your vain Take out my eyes and kill off my reasons Kill my anger too I feel I'm out of season There's nothing left that can get me through Just take back time and let me touch her I'll fall into the sun But soon it's time to wake up Soon my dream is done
Lost in a Dream I think it's funny how we deceive We just think something is real And then we hurt eachothers beliefs If it threatens our relief I think it's funny how I seem I know exactly what you think But to me, I'm real and you're a dream Another joker with a team Have I damaged your little world? Am I threatening your beliefs? Oh wait, you never heard What I'm saying is just your dream I think it's stupid how we deceive You're setting up your little scheme Yet you don't know what this means Because to know this, will threaten your relief Have I stolen your peace of mind? Am I taking you apart inside? Then again, you could never find Everything you're hearing is just a lie Do you feel that you can see? Is everything you've heard meeting me? Why don't you smile and then breathe Because you're dreaming that this can be
Weight of the Infinite The concrete cracks and frees me I once denied the path I'd choose I then learned to know what could be And I faded and refused Your world of endless questions The lies that make them true I then formed my own suggestion Your eyes can not see through Before you see what is above you Before you ever hope to find The questions that you deem true Just try and leave your mind As I stood here staring I stopped without a thought It's nothing worth me sharing You're too busy wondering what you sought Believing is deceiving Illusions are what we see Our brain is just deceiving Our love and why we leave Whisper me your hatred Nostalgic disrepair The words you use are natured Of course you really care Fall on me with fear Some obsessive side effects Know it's not why we're here It is our lies that we forget