My Poetry

Discussion in 'Poetry' started by Zantetsuken, Mar 12, 2005.

  1. Zantetsuken

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    Dark Algebra

    A lie in us that came from birth
    This lie built us and made our world
    Our hate for dark, But soon we adapt to believe it's right
    Out of light, our parasite thirst is fed through our sight

    I have seen what we can do
    I believe dark pulls us through
    Hate and lust, it's deep down inside even the purest saint
    I see dust, our ignorant minds were bored, so had to paint

    Giving or taking?
    Healing or hiding?
    Smiling or hating?
    Living or dying?
    Everything we're told is the wrong way 'round
    The day that you die is when you hear true sound

    I'm so tired of running
    Though the lies are only in my face now
    I know I can not fight it
    The formula shows only one way out
    Deceive my eyes
    Fuck my mind
    I let you in
    I beg for lies

    Just kill my mind
    Just take my eyes
    I must believe it's fine
    I must escape my life
    Just bleed me dry
    Bleed me through
    Feed my lies
    Make me you
    Kill this pain
    Kill these sighs
    No more games
    No more cries
    Fuck my lies
    Fuck this mind
    Screw these eyes
    Make me blind
    The formula has shown me how to find
    Patience gets eaten in this darkness
    To take the step out of these lies
    But do I step into what defines us?

    Another plague?
    Another lie?
    Another dream?
    Another sigh?
     
  2. Zantetsuken

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    Unlucky

    Another friend and another try
    Noting's here but a thousand lies
    Another girl and another sigh
    Nothing's here but I still deny

    The pretty pictures build a masquerade
    I just stare as my feelings fade
    An empty corner where I wait and see
    The only place where my mind is free

    All's I want is my happiness
    Helping others brings me emptiness
    If I leech I know that I will die
    Just give me lies and take me far from this

    It's fair to say I never stood a chance
    But building anger puts me in a trance
    I'm right to say we're all lost in lies
    The lucky laugh whilst unlucky people cry

    In this theatre I judge the dreams
    Dreaming people live in dreamy screams
    It's no-one's fault but it's still hard to stand
    Wake up now before my hate demands
     
  3. carsick

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    if you read this before i ring you PREPARE.......... for me comin round and getting pissed and wrecked and stoned and morrowinded.
     
  4. Zantetsuken

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    Nothing's real until you lose it

    In my eyes there's nothing real now
    A hole in space that tells me my feelings
    Reflecting darkness that knows me somehow
    Another breeze that's bent on redeeming

    Nature's hands that stretch my resistance
    In my mind I am the fire
    I'm sucking in all in this distance
    Tempting light but I am a liar

    There's something wrong
    I must expand it
    Write a song or throw and demand it
    There's something gone
    I must now see it
    When it's lost is when I'll believe it

    No more words
    I stand in silence
    Another stare
    I'll turn to violence

    There's something wrong
    But you can not see it
    We live in lies and I only see shit
    There's something lost
    We'll never see it
    When we're dead is when we'll believe it
     
  5. Zantetsuken

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    Everything

    I'm asking what is real
    The voices can't decide
    Is it what I'm told now?
    Or is it what I hide?

    Escaping is no option
    To run will scar my mind
    But I'm just so afraid here
    There is no solace I can find

    Is this nothing?
    Or is this everything?
    Is this loving?
    Or is this just a selfish game?

    Teach me how to catch it
    Just show me how to race
    Show me how to like it
    Show me how to drown in hate

    Am I something?
    Or am I the same?
    Is this your shoving?
    Or am I just vain?

    There's something
    But everything's dead
    No loving
    Denying our breath
    It's nothing
    It's all in my head
    I'm not shoving
    Soon you'll be dead
     
  6. Zantetsuken

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    Mass Illusion

    Beside and in my arms there are so much sighs
    Holding them to prove that there's nothing in this life
    In this I now exist, and there's nothing left to hide

    This is all in our heads, I could never really see
    Feeling instead, my eyes will just deceive
    The day that I fall is the day that I breathe

    You stand so far away as I judge you inside
    I see it all so clear, the things you've denied
    Even if I try, you'll never realise

    You're thrown into life and taught to see in the dark
    A mind that was once pure has been given its mark
    This is what you'll be until you don't relax

    Dreams can fall apart if there's nothing to hold
    They will swallow you up and chew 'til you're old
    The breeze that takes your heart and makes you so cold

    Outside I see the trees, their beauty brings sin
    Soon corruption taints, it burns the forest from within
    Such is the basic law of claiming everything

    Among the desperate sounds I can hear in your world
    There's bleeding and there's hate and a soul that you sold
    There is no escape, you've become the black hole

    Synthetic minds and synthetic rules
    A shallow little mind and a love for its use
    Let's make some paper now or we will just lose
     
  7. Zantetsuken

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    Beginning and the End

    I'm sitting back and letting days slip by
    The window stares and shows me so much hate
    My heart still fades as I resent its lies
    I disappear as there's nothing left to hide

    Holding me away from hurting you
    I could bring you pain and burn you up inside
    There's still a part of me I think is true
    But if I looked, I know I'd shoot you through

    The dark in me has claimed another day
    The things I see are begging me to stay
    The lies I hear still me it's ok
    But to be free, I'll fuck it all away

    The light is false, I know because I saw
    The space above is just a natural whore
    Without the dark, there's no such thing as law
    The light I see is a reaction and a door

    I'm taking you apart
    I'll get inside your heart
    I'll bet you feel so smart
    I've fucked your mind and taken you to the start

    I've taken me apart
    I am inside my heart
    I am my work of art
    I've fucked my mind and now I must restart
     
  8. Zantetsuken

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    Infinitely Blind

    I have tried
    I've tried so hard, but the lies
    I have died
    The feelings died and I now hide
    I hide so far, now there's no more lies

    Only sighs
    I realise
    We all died
    The day we're born is the day we die
    If I tried to stand I'd only fall to my lies

    Even when I stand to reclaim
    Even if I told you you're just the same
    Even when I say you're insane
    The parasites gather and I just fall to your blame

    Such a shame
    A shame you're just a game
    But I'm insane
    I'm another source of blood with a name
    Even if you believed, it's only because it's a game

    We're the same
    We were never sane
    My mind is tamed
    But you're falling victim to your blame
    With reason dead and a shaded mind, you still believe there's no such thing as a lie

    Realise
    Even if you tried to see
    Even when you're down on your knees
    Even when the light becomes your mind
    Until we're dead, the dark inside makes us blind
     
  9. Zantetsuken

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    Whispers

    Another day that brings a whisper
    My ears have been deceived
    A dream that said I miss her
    It brings a passion for disease

    Fuck me, make me helpless
    Just kill these thought and stay
    If only my lies weren't worthless
    She's a dream and far away

    Is it too late for love to help me?
    Is love even a truth?
    I see my mind has made this clear
    There's nothing now that can get me through

    All these people make me angry
    Let's trade some fucking pain
    Seems deception makes them happy
    I hope you choke on your vain

    Take out my eyes and kill off my reasons
    Kill my anger too
    I feel I'm out of season
    There's nothing left that can get me through
    Just take back time and let me touch her
    I'll fall into the sun
    But soon it's time to wake up
    Soon my dream is done
     
  10. Zantetsuken

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    Lost in a Dream

    I think it's funny how we deceive
    We just think something is real
    And then we hurt eachothers beliefs
    If it threatens our relief

    I think it's funny how I seem
    I know exactly what you think
    But to me, I'm real and you're a dream
    Another joker with a team

    Have I damaged your little world?
    Am I threatening your beliefs?
    Oh wait, you never heard
    What I'm saying is just your dream

    I think it's stupid how we deceive
    You're setting up your little scheme
    Yet you don't know what this means
    Because to know this, will threaten your relief

    Have I stolen your peace of mind?
    Am I taking you apart inside?
    Then again, you could never find
    Everything you're hearing is just a lie

    Do you feel that you can see?
    Is everything you've heard meeting me?
    Why don't you smile and then breathe
    Because you're dreaming that this can be
     
  11. Zantetsuken

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    Weight of the Infinite

    The concrete cracks and frees me
    I once denied the path I'd choose
    I then learned to know what could be
    And I faded and refused

    Your world of endless questions
    The lies that make them true
    I then formed my own suggestion
    Your eyes can not see through

    Before you see what is above you
    Before you ever hope to find
    The questions that you deem true
    Just try and leave your mind

    As I stood here staring
    I stopped without a thought
    It's nothing worth me sharing
    You're too busy wondering what you sought

    Believing is deceiving
    Illusions are what we see
    Our brain is just deceiving
    Our love and why we leave

    Whisper me your hatred
    Nostalgic disrepair
    The words you use are natured
    Of course you really care

    Fall on me with fear
    Some obsessive side effects
    Know it's not why we're here
    It is our lies that we forget
     
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