Your best bud who you consider a brother to you. More so than your blood brother, decides to fuck school and move on. Though I have no greater wish than to live in a shack and never care about money... it's not realistic. My bro is so small and so childish at such an age. I don't blame him, his mother died of an unknown disease and he still can't deal with it, even after 2 years. He just wants to smoke pot and drink all day. He really is scaring me with his racist comments and his bullshit redneck attitude. He was great with me, a punk, but a true man inside. He understood race, and everything else. Now, he forgets it, it started with his mother. She was his last hope in life. Any suggestions how a country boy hip fellow can communicate with an ex-punk now redneck racist bastard, would be much appreciated. I still love him to death as my brother and I truly do believe I'm his last hope. I had his mother talk to me through a half meditation/ half dream experience. She told me to help him and I feel it's my duty now. So this is my life, to help others. A bitch to one, a life helping factor to another. I can't live and seem him like this. He does way too much drugs.. nothing to compare to I, but I know I'm irregular and can withstand the abuse. I just need to see him living again, the old brother I knew. And this is not a matter of rebellion, it's a matter of a father who won't recognize his pain and him trying to find a fix to his mother's compassion.
sorry but that will just get me a loss of a friend. hell, me as a country boy, arn't that different from that of a redneck. The only difference is I ain't a racist shit. Well, the only other difference from me and a redneck and a country boy is that I don't believe in god. Bring the Christians in, I got my anti-christ nails.... hell yeah.. these suckers are what 9 inchers.. the suckers used to nail the jesus to the cross? Oh, so sad to mention. sorrry. But forget that, I need help on this issue. My bud is going to OD without my help. We both have had pasts of massive, massive, massive drug abuse problems... cept now I'm the only one without a drug problem.
For one thing, it's a commonwealth, which makes it twice as bad as if you lived in Hickassvilleoldcowboybootsandshit, Texas or somewhere such as that...
