I used to have these dreams all the time when i was a kid.. something would be chasing me i'd start running in terror be it a spider a person or whatever i felt like some unseen force was holding me back. i quit having them. but now i feel like that in the 'real' world like inevitability is upon me like i have no means of escaping something though i don't know what i am running from but that unseen force is still holding me back from escaping
Well, normally I'd look those symbols up as prophetic, but since you're feeling these emotions in real life, that leads me to think otherwise. Have you learned how to use your psychic abilities yet?
yeah, but then they put me on haldol for two years, i just got off though, and it's slowly coming back...yes it is @
That's very terrible that they put you on medication that altered you so much, I'm glad it is coming back to you now though. I hate how today's society drugs people up beyond recognition in order to cure a disease or disorder, it's sick and it's lazy. It does nothing but separate the spirit from the body, sometimes almost permanently. It can be very hard to cope with such a change and I'm sure you're going through more now than ever before. It was/is stressful and confusing, I understand. Congratulations, you're exiting the fog now. Your spirit guides will be communicating with you now more than ever as I'm sure they don't want to lose you any further, heed their wisdom. You have the opportunity to grow/raise a beautiful child with beliefs and real values. If you need help or someone to talk to, feel free to PM me. Love & Peace Be With You(and your wonderful baby) ^_^ I wish the best for both of you.
Stuff like this happens to me once in a while. Like you're trying to run to help someone or to save your own life and you just can't pick up your feet, suddenly they feel like 500 pound bricks or like you're running in water that sort of feeling. I hate it when that happens, it makes you so vulnerable.
like inevitability is upon me like i have no means of escaping something though i don't know what i am running from but that unseen force is still holding me back from escaping ^ actually i was pondering over this....and i came to the conclusion that it must be the impending doom of motherhood. probably maybe. me? a mother? you guys dont know how crazy beautiful this is!!! @
