personally i find pcp to be really fun.. like it is my favorite drug to do... though i have only done it 6 times. after you come down you feel really shitty and filthy. eveyone is who said it makes you numb, dumb, and crazy is pretty much right on. ive never gotten to the point of being totally out of control, but have come close... and i am not one to lose control easily. but it does make you think irrationally, for me thats part of the fun. its different from other disassociatives i find because unless you smoke a real lot of it, you want to move around... i cant stand being indoors on pcp, everything gets quiet besides a buzzing in the ears and every sound that happens is over powering, also feel extremely claustrophobic so i always go outside, not having any destination in mind but always walking with no care for where i am going. one time i was walking down the street and a police car drove past me and i started freaking out, thinking that he was going to drive back around and confront me because i couldnt tell if i was walking all retarded or not, and i had two different shoes on (didnt even notice when i put them on) and i thought that would draw attention to me from the cop for some reason. as i said it prevents rational thought so after the cop was only about 100ft away i took off like a madman and hopped a fence into very thick brush/woods. and there i sat until it wore off because i thought he would be searching for me if left my and went back onto the streets. i was laughing while doing this though, because i knew it was crazy. the only time i was indoors on pcp and didnt mind it is when i smoked it on the 3rd floor of an abandoned mental institution at night with no flashlights... for some reason that didnt freak me out, i guess you sort of feel invincable on it, and ended up having quite a fun time kicking crap inside the building and hitting things with some large pole thing i found. though we went the wrong way when deciding to leave and it took us a long time to find our way out of the building. as i said, you feel shitty when you come down though, worse then K or DXM... like you feel dirty and have a chemical tension headache.
That's fucking hilarious. One time I was tripping and rolling hard and had rolls everywhere. The bright color for some reason made me think that it would taste good to my pallet if i started chewing on pills so I started just like throwing them in my mouth and chomping them. By the time I chomped a couple I realized that it was not candy. It was fucked cause I sort of knew they weren't candy, but had this uncanny urge to eat them because the thought they would taste like their color... I dunno, lol.
