Regret of the Companion I try to understand why you did it, fairly say it, fairly whisper it, I try to picture the reason, the evil-green-eyed gremlin of jealousy screeches dark incantations in my ear, "what for my poppet?" "what for my love?" salt-dried cheeks, slapped rosy, flapping slapped green silk shirt in the gust, for what reason angel face? Lozt in a whirlwind of reason without a map, the dance has gone,faded. visit my door,tell me all, i have longings, i am a wilted flower, sing my childrens nursery rhymes, because i only want your respect. Fill my heart, fill it up to the brim, so i can be a whole person again. You say it was wrong, that i was only a fleeting moment, you grin at my tears as you whisper sweet regrets, your allies pact atombombed, their spears upturned and polished for battles, they know i won't come near. So i'll drown and i'll choke on the sweet, sweet food of lurve, and i'll cry out for all, cry out in pain, 'til you watch,wretch, and it slowly dawns upon your hate-ridden eyes and icy heart, gradually descending into a river and suck the lungs dry with acrid algae.
