i buy too much shit

i buy shit all the time. i used to wonder why people always said that they bought too much worthless shit.. i used to think "just dont buy it." and i still this that way, but it usually just doent happen. i DON'T want to be materialistic, but it's kinda happening. I want tons of cds (more grateful dead, horrorpops, they might be giants, madness, specials, sisters of mercy, pink floyed, bob dylan, johnny cash, jello biafra....) i want a pair of $48 dollar shoes (which is WAY too fucking expensive, but they are like 7 inches high), i want a skirt, a dress, a new backpack, a grateful dead patch, a bag that says "i am not a nugget", a bondage belt (i kinda like the kinky sex... i think i have ideas of how to use it), some more chokers....

fuck, what the hell is wrong with me? this is way too much shit! any one have any suggestions on what i should think to stop? i know im being very very very stupid and selfish, and i DO have money i save for the rainforest and other things, and i do save some of my money, i just like new things. i dont know why, adn i would like to not feel this way about things nad be so materialistic. any serious suggestions besides something like "stop, you fucking dumbass."

i am going to buy some plants though, it'll be good for my room, plants are always good

i want to buy the belt, though, to replac my leather belt, because i realized i needed one an i try to not wear leather. i gt it like 4 years ago and realized i dont have a stog vegan belt yet, my other ones broke

 

Me too

 

that actually makes me feel better

 

just DONT ever buy on plastic. *trust me!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Yeah it help over here too.

 

what do you mean "on plastic"

 

Too late.

 

i forgot to mention that i dont really have the money for this stuff

 

rich?????

more like in debt and a perpetual slave forever.

 

eh, its fine to be materialistic as long as you dont fall victims to the things that made people try not to be materialistic in the first place. like needing things to be happy, spending everything you own on useless stuff, not appreciating things that you dont have to buy.

balance is the key, just gotta find yours

 

Credit cards are the devil

 

honestly... between dan and i.... i would be too embarrased to say what our collective debt is.

i have thought about bankrupsy but.... i want a house someday. fucking neighbors.

 

i aprreciate most stuff i buy, like every now and then i think "oh god this is cool"

 

i went to main street nad didnt buy any shit! yes!

 

I always take all the free stuff

 

i take free stuff too

 

credit cards

 

Do you have a job?

 

im getting one soon, i've applied to 5 so far, on thursday

 

So who's money are you spending?