After much thought on the question of why in regards to the subect. I have decided that people with depression and anxiety (or bpd, add, learning disablitys, etc...) are simply being faced with a trial in this life time. In this trial there are 2 possible out comes: a) You triumph over your disabilty and gain a higher understanding of yourself and others. An understanding that people who have not suffered from these disorders have (such as a empathy and telepathy in the case of depression and anxiety). And thus you take another step towards summer land. b) I don't really thing need to mention this one.