I'm afraid of......

Discussion in 'Paranoid?' started by purpleprincess, Apr 16, 2005.

  1. purpleprincess

    purpleprincess Member

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    1. taking showers
    2. multiple shadows
    3.under the bed
    4. demonic beings
    5. knives
    6. people yelling


    When I take a shower I get scared and have to turn around alot, and then my heart starts to race, and I think that a razor is going to attack me, sometimes I see, a cat, or glowing red eyes, and I feel nails, or a strong many body with me in the shower, so I'm afraid when I close my eyes.

    I think multiple shadows are an extremely spiritual thing, and that one may not be mine, but a demon trying to or that is possesing me.

    under the bed there might be spiders, army ants, or even a monster, or a possessed spoon.

    A demon has been cursing me since bitrth, and refuses to leave me alone, trying to take my powers.

    Knives appear on the ceilings and walls, preventing escape. They may be possessed by demons and may even leave the kitchen to stab me if I don't watch them.

    people yelling makes me shrink, other times I feel like I'm in the argument.
     
  2. Jack_Straw2208

    Jack_Straw2208 Senior Member

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    they're only attacking you because you let them. stand up for yourself and dont let it play off of your fears. the power of the human mind, mang..

    multiple shadows also have something to do with multiple light sources, but otherwise, just say no to demonic activity.
     
  3. purpleprincess

    purpleprincess Member

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    Awwwwww!! :) *hugs you* That's good advice, and I know this. I've been really good at warding off the demon lately. I know just about all of his tactics. But sometimes, he does get through my bubble, and that's when I get panicky!
     
  4. Ursula Buendia

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    Dear purpleprincess, try to be stronger. Just think: How can they embarass or make scare? They are just weak, silly demons while you are the strongest girl in the world. You don't recognize how powerful you are. Make all that knives, demons and shadows fall in depression from their weakness. When they appear again, smile ironic and you can even show them "third finger" ;)
    Take care, don't worry. You are more stronger than you think you are!
     
  5. Jack_Straw2208

    Jack_Straw2208 Senior Member

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    yeah dude, its all about confidence...


    oh, and since you really cant hug someone over the internet, you can make a simple gesture which is 100x times better..

    check out my music: www.myspace.com/theonekurkass
    i've only been playing accordion for 1 week, so if you think i suck, cut me some slack.
    both of the songs were done right then and there, no planning or any of that good stuff...
     
  6. twiztidrainbow

    twiztidrainbow Senior Member

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    Very true. Counldn't of said it better myself.
     
  7. Jack_Straw2208

    Jack_Straw2208 Senior Member

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    lol, and im not even really all that interested in the occult.
     
  8. purcolekraze

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    Sometimes 'm afraid of the dark in my room.
     
  9. Xac

    Xac Visitor

    am i the only one who read that and thought it was fucked up?
     
  10. "†"»AMBER«

    "†"»AMBER« Member

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    LOL no!

     
  11. RxHEAD

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    Not really sure? Reading all so far felt like first was at group therapy, then was like watching Oprah, with a combination of religion mixed with church... Only I am one who hallucinates in the shower and thinks hear the phone and people in the aparment outside the door and stuff.

    Hell, I haven't a clue and have to go to my Shrink's Office so I guess I don't have the answer :) only the shower freaks me out. Then I get out and take meds and get better only never well :( :) Moodswings suck.
     
  12. RiderOnTheStorm

    RiderOnTheStorm Butters!!

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    I'm afraid of Americans.


    Good song. Love David Bowie.
     
  13. NatureFreak412

    NatureFreak412 Art of Balance

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    I love nature but I have a morbid fear of spiders and If I'm out walking barefoot in the bush or something and see a spider I run as far as I can in the opposite direction.

    One time I was in this huge field and I was barefoot and I saw a big wolf spider running toward me, not walking but running as fast as it could and I almost died.
     
  14. RiderOnTheStorm

    RiderOnTheStorm Butters!!

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    ROTFLMMFAO!!!!!!!!!


    (Not AT you but with you, as I'm the same way with insects and that happened to me once with a dragonfly, flying at me like a kamikaze pilot and nearly made me wet my trousers, LOL)
     
  15. xux-flashback

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    lol, this post has been fairly entertaining.

    It's funny how you mention about your fear of being in the shower. when I first began taking showers at around age 9 or 10, I would always feel the same thing!! I felt like there was Freddy Krueger claws or sharp things RIGHT behind me... it felt more like something standing in the back of the shower... slowly walking towards my back. I would have to turn around in fright to prove to myself that it wasn't there.

    (maybe it is really a demon that our spirit senses and not being able to see it with our eyes fools us into thinking it's not there)

    I really hate spiders too... They always get into my basement bedroom in the spring and all through the summer.. Big black spiders.

    I feel totally the same way when people are yelling and argueing in my presence... almost like you're subconsciously choosing sides and feeling an instant disapproval from whoever you subconsciously disagree with.

    I think these sorts of psychological problems happen to intellectual people - not to "weak" people. But people with good minds and strong perception. Has people always told you that you were a "sensitive" person growing up?

    I bet they have :) (sensitive to reality!!)

    keep on being who you be. don't let the demons win!
     
  16. "†"»AMBER«

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    Actually at nite im afriad of those cars who drive by w/there bass so loud its about to break out my windows in the house. It freaks me out like it might be some maffia people coming to kill me or someone else eek!!
     
  17. Spaceduck

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    umm... did I read that right?
    Yeah, I read that right.
    *coughs nervously coz I don't know if it's appropriate to bust out laughing*

    But seriously, one quick way to dispel any fear is to embrace it. I used to have a ridiculous fear of wasps, until one summer I decided to keep a pet wasp in my living room (actually it was her idea; she just sorta flew in the window and set up a home and had 4 tiny babies before leaving at the end of the summer). Now I see wasps as beautiful creatures, and they're welcome in my home any time. Of course, I don't know if this method works with possessed spoons.
     
  18. deadonceagain

    deadonceagain mankind is a plague

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    im afraid of foods or drinks ive never had befor because of allergic reactions(i dont have food allergies)im afraid of death,spiders,drugs(yet i still do them),that im insane,ill never find love and die alone,ill die suddenly for no reasion
     
  19. RiderOnTheStorm

    RiderOnTheStorm Butters!!

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    I think everyone has an ingrained fear of the shower because of the subconscious association with Psycho. I haven't even seen the movie, yet feel apprehensive each and every time I've taken a shower from a young age. I mean, who doesn't know THAT scene?! LoL.
     
  20. Obituary~Birthday

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    showers are scary. if someone comes to get you in the shower yo cant run outside 'cos you're naked
     

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