that i am only one person out of billions on this planet. why the fuck do i think im so special? i'm no more important then some desolate ethopian women in desperate need of a bra sporting a water jug on her head. seriously i was brought up so fucking wrong to think im better then anyone else but of course i am only important when i please my family and act like im a five year old. i so need to meet that ethiopian woman, i'll trade her an overpriced bra for some humility.
I dont know the answer, only I do know it sucks to feel so self absorbed, I know for me it does. It is embarrasing when talking to someone and realize Ive been talking all about me, me, me. Its a good thing to realize it is happening--peace RX
"The first step in evading a trap is knowing that one is there." - Duke Lato Atreides, Dune Don't worry. While nobody in this world is special, everyone is also special at the same time. Not in a grandiose way, but ... we are all, verily, part of the universe. We all have this gift (or coincidence) called life, where we have the priviledge (or ability) to experience our existance in this universe. The first step in learning how to be more than just an independent, stupid American is by realizing that the "trap" of such ideas has been set. =)
