the show lost. In my room i don't have cable so right now I'm watching the best thing that's on network tv on a saturday... it was either this or cops and cops just disgusted me. Really sick how they market that and how that show actually exists. Anways, this show... don't know whether I like it or if it's really cheesy. Interesting though that's all I'll say. Very captivating, but maybe it's just because I'm high. It might be like nails on a chalkboard when I'm in a more normal state of mind. This is the first time I've seen the show so I don't understand like 1/2 of it. It's funny cuz they act like there are these all knowing omniscient characters. Like every human has some bit of understanding that's real deep. Mmm what a great weekend. This friday I finished my spanish 4 final and I got an 82 which leaves me with a B/ B+ in the class. Since we took it in class I don't have to take it on wednesday therefore I don't have school wednesday. Just 3 more finals (chemistry on tuesday) til summer (chemistry and geometry on thursday). I worked really hard this semester so I think I'm going to be getting a 3.6 or 3.55. It's all kind of awesome considering I got 2.7 and 2.8s freshman year. So I'm pretty much screwed if I want to get into some "awesome" college because my cumulative will be like 3.1-3.2 when I apply for colleges this fall. It feels good though to be getting these grades. I've really had trouble studying and getting good grades throughout high school and this feels awesome because I'm really pushing myself more. I think by the time I get out of college I'll be able to get into an awesome med school because that's really what I want to do. Not just because of the money, but because I really want to work in chemistry / medicine and maybe even become a surgeon and do some good in the world. But about the weekend it's been relaxing and nice. Memorial day is kinda like that I guess. Also this weekend my mom, my sister, and I have been looking at new houses for her because my parents just divorced in april. Don't think that this is a dramatic or emotional thing. It was emotional in the past really, it's still hard to have them divorcing but I really think it's only going to make the two of them happier. But about the houses it's been kind of fun. I don't know if any of you have ever been through the process but it's fun to just think about living in a nicer house. It probably won't be bigger, but I think I'm due for a change in my life. I'm turning 18 next year and well I'd like to experience more things. Wow... what a weird ass ramble...
Hey my mom watches that show, Im watching the terminator while toking my pipe and typing this shit right here. haha my parents have tried to break up over the past 14 years of my life (atleast thats as far back as I can remember) but my mom always bails then comes back (she has no money, a good reason for me to get off my lazy ass and go to college) the last time was a few months ago, she left and came back the next day only to come into my room when I was smoking and tell me there were going to be no more "Mind games" but me holding a bong while she was talking to me fucked with my mind plenty... (check out my rambling haha, its contagious. Anyway, I didnt read about what you were doing during the week because I dont really care.. uhmm ... /stares at tv...
