ok, this might sound nuts but...i think ive reached a new level of 'stonedness'. im on my 3rd one haha. I mean, first, weed barely used to affect me, i'd only feel lightheaded/hungry . Then after like 10-15 times, i started feeling way different...like numb,everything feels dreamlike, and id get crazy close eye visuals...and now ever since this week, i reached a 3rd level. now i complety loose myself and reality,and i cant really feel my body.. its kinda weird/scary and the first time it happened 2 me i freaked out, but today it happened to me again but i learned to 'relax' so it was all groovy today. besides, i was outside. i happen to think if yer stoned, its much more fun and good to be outside then stuck inside. ya know?
i had one of those crazy feel like your losing control vibes. the time started going faster than it actually was i would forget what i did 2 minutes later... it was creepy that i just fell asleep ha. i was so bugged out by that, i didnt smoke for almost a week.
The other night I had one of thoses highs that was more than any other I have ever had from weed. Everything was moving in fast motion and I had no sense of reality and I felt like I had been on my bed for about an hour and it had been 10 minutes. I took a shower which lasted for like 40 minutes and was amazing. It was very spiritual.
Hallucinagens are fun like that Sometimes you just get a really potent strain of weed and you get totally loopy off it. Gotta love the hydro
last time (last wednesday night) i smoked i had this feeling of warmth and comfort,,,,it was good, but i wasnt very relaxed, i drank like 5 glasses of white wine before...oh yeah i just remembered i could feel my body shaking so much, it was really annoying, i couldnt keep still hehehehe but it was a nice high anyway.
i've gotten to the point with weed where i just literally trip off of it. not as strong as a real acid or shroom trip, but definite visuals and minor hallucinations. i only need a couple hits these days....
yeh i ask people if they see shit and theyre like 'its just weed man' but now ive seen my closed eye visuals so much.. they really need to be clear to be entertaining, and that depends on the weed, and how much id smoked before smoking but even when im sober im not, anymore
yeaaa exactly...weed never used to effect me as much as it does now...haha and yeah blazednconfused, i was pretty freaked out so i didnt wanna smoke for like a week...but i ended up wantin 2 smoke like a day later. i know some people are just like 'its just weed..' but i guess it effects people different, and i think it depends on what kind u smoke and how much. it depends on waht 'level' your're on. haha. aw man i wish i was stoned now but im gonna go 2 sleep right now anyways...
i find the visuals i get from weed so incredibly interesting.. caus when you just look at them its easy to think of them as being spewed forth from some creative source.. but when you think about it... theyre coming from YOUR brain! everything you see on drugs is the result of your own imagination. all of the shapes and images and perceptions are from your own mind. maybe that explains why some people dont get them? i never noticed them until i started smoking introspectively, and now i notice them always, ande can stimulate them if im not high, with concentration. maybe smoking weed unlocks an actual pathway of the mind, forces it to be aware of itself, just like seeing anything for the first time opens your perception to new possibilities. i mean, theyre not hallucinations but theyre visuals none the less.
