Why does these things happen to me? lol

It goes something like this:


I had been smoking weed for a week straight and was very burnt one time this past year (one of the many). During the week I had been so pleased to seemingly get away with it without anyone knowing about my daily smoking ritual. Since most people shun pot-smoking in my neighborhood... I didn't want to let off to anyone that I was smoking pot, since I would smoke it right outside of my house that I'm staying in (I rent a single bedroom out of a house with live in landlords).. so the whole attitude about it is sneaky.. which I cannot stand anymore... I just want to smoke and live freely... but anyway..

after waiting and planning my next toke which was to take place, I finally gathered myself and went outdoors at 11:40PM, which at that time my landlords SHOULD have been in bed sleeping. That's one thing I've gotten to learn - is their sleep patterns, Since I can hear them walking around.
So there I am.. TOking away on my pyrex bowl underneath the outside light and just really getting into it.. enjoying every moment like a rabid fiend - fiending for more thc. When all of a sudden: my landlords' little dog comes skippin along panting rapidly and actually startling the hell right out of me... as if it just appeared as some figment of my imagination... at this point I realize... the "noises I heard" ... "the weird silences"... "my landlords' little poodle"..... it all made sense to me at this point... I was REEFING like a madman in picture-clear view of my landlords as they sat calmly in the dark in their backyard!!! AHHAHAHA ROFL WTF??!? This realization hit me and stuck with me ALL FRIGGING night and I was unable to enjoy my strong buzz... I felt an impending confrontation.... the scenerios kept playing over in my mind... I was afriad to make noise that night... I was a total wreck over it.

I thought for sure that I would be kicked out in no time, since this is a non-smoking non-drinking (drug free) house. I felt totally vulnerable for attack. Funny thing is, NOTHING was EVER mentioned to me about it.

I felt totally foolish, though!

 

maybe they were out there doing something they werent supposed to be doing too. they might be thinking the same as you. wondering if you saw them or not and if they dont say anything you wont either.

 

yea there probally gay together

 

haha. I'm telling you ... it was PURELY on me. THey were just out there enjoying the evening breeze on a summer night.

I felt like such a loser, lOL..

 

they were prolly out there doing lines of coke...

lol!

 

lmfao