You will never have satisfaction if you live in an illusion. It will always be a delusional happiness... But i guess if you want that...
The day it all starts to make sense, is the day I know for sure I've lost it completely. Let's all just laugh and not take life too seriously...
Define "good". It may actually be a lot of fun to know you're crazy anyway; if I gotta be crazy, I might as well be happy-crazy. Remember this is a mind-fuck forum, after all...