These thoughts i have forsaken, ripping me up, I can't bear to turn back to the light that turned my world dark. It wasn't supposed to happen like taht, it was supposed to all be alright. t made me turn. I have no feeling for them nemore, they have made me numb to there "hope and peace". Fuck the God they worship, I cant' seem to stay within his reach, I always fall back, confusion in a beautiful mind, such a sad tragedy. It died, for the torment , the suffering that was so unmercifully thrust upon it's thatoughts of wisdom, and truth. I searched, I am still searching, when will they stop? When will they stop suffocating the only beauty that's left in this world of costant confusion? We can only do what we can do, but we do it with all that is within us, run, run with me, and you will see.
Keep searching- and pay them no mind. They are but shadows, passing in the corners of the piercing radiance of your eyes. To turn your attention to them, even to hate them, is a waste of so much beautious time, that could be spent... searching. "PILGRIM-TALK O thou that settest out upon The Path, false is the Phantom that thou seekest. When thou hast it thou shalt know all bitterness, thy teeth fixed in the Sodom-Apple. Thus hast thou been lured along That Path, whose terror else had driven thee far away. O thou that stridest upon the middle of The Path, no phantoms mock thee. For the stride's sake thou stridest. Thus art thou lured along That Path, whose fascination else had driven thee far away. O thou that drawest toward the End of The Path, effort is no more. Faster and faster dost thou fall; thy weariness is changed into Ineffable Rest. For there is no Thou upon That Path: thou hast become The Way." -Aliester Crowley, The Book of Lies (Chapter 13)
hi there the truth is always there and sometimes to let it come to you may be the path in a way to be free to choose what you search for........ we are all searching at some point all asking all seeking ,to just live. be yourself always,remember you are on the same path as most... and listen to your heart what ever the situation,it will allow you to grow to learn to give back what you have learned also.. no one can give you the answers there are none,its all human and nature all life .what is past can only be changed if we have realized what we as humans sometimes get wrong...... life... lovenpeace from saff be whole
