I'm a fucking Addict

I get addicted to every fucking thing possible and it sucks. I hate this shit. Something feels good, my god give me more and i mean a lot more its never enough. Sex, food, used to be drugs, ciggs, anything, people, tv shows this fucking place, drawing... im fucked

 

Yeah im kinda like that too. If it feels good i do it to the extreme

 

i get like physically ill because i get so hooked on shit its so unhealthy i just want to be "normal" i feel like a freaking alien

 

I know whacha mean, Be it food, drugs, smokes, anything, If i like it i bury myself in it till i cant even think straight and i havta crawl outta some hole i dug for myself

 

the society we are grown in is so wanting of good stuff and real experiences that it leaves us desperate to fill the holes....i could quit cigs , if i could lick yer pussy 16 x a day l.....oh were tryin not to be obsessive , i forgot .

 

you little shit your hitting my addict side tonight. i just got rejected from a hot stud with a sexy dick after fucking him for three awesome days, and i'm oh so depressed and god yes i need more sex!

 

i say the environment is aliean....in a real organic comunity ...well anyway i blame civilization ....

 

You can have an addiction to me all you want cause im sure the feeling will be mutual!!

 

well im all out of pain pills and like 3 different fucked up almost romances later im in bad shape ......im stoping the cigs and doin yoga ......but ...well everything sucks and i am like compulsive n crazy

 

yes everything sucks...

 

I am in the same boat. Pills, pot, cigarettes, food, sex, tv, ok, basically anything. It used to be coke and alcohol and all of the above mentioned, the food and sex have gotten worse since i cancelled the alcohol and coke. It's like a neverending cycle of shit. I have lost soooo many boyfriends b/c sex is all i think about, the one I have now is ok, but i sometimes think no one will want it as much as I do. And food, i eat like 10 times a day and smoke all day long. You are not alone that's for sure.

 

yes i dont even get to suffer alone [my preferred mode ]....theres a girl i almost had a thing with and shes sleepin on my couch ,,,,now granted i was prob rite not to proceed with what we were acidentaly slippin into ,,,but damm im like dealin with it anyway ...lookin at her sleep .....wowe is me !

 

Where've you been all my life?

 

everything sucks very badly

 

The sex thing is what's getting me, i'm totally obsessing about it it seems like i can't get enough. I feel like a 13 year old boy in puberty or something. I actually watch men's pant's to see if i can see the shape of the package. I've turned into a fucking perv!

 

Hell yeah, Thats fuckin awesome

 

I know i got issues man

 

Bet you're a fun date!!!

 

You bet, I tell guys that i've dated that do drugs, "honey i don't need drugs just watch "

 

You are a sweetie!!!!!