Scared that is has been to long Fear that one day it will be too late The buzz, its effect is kicking in Too acuainted, when distance is needed Touch the things I used to feel, Remember how I used to deal Now there's no time, to think or feel. Take it as it comes, cope as it goes. Afraid to watch myself crash Or see my life turn to ash. Someday soon? It will come If only I'd wake up before-----