The aftermaths of extasy aren't normally that bad but this time they hit me horribably...I would never have imagined that something so great can have such awful setbacks...I mean I have swallowed a couple of times before but the aftermaths weren't so bad, just the knockout of the day after and a bit of insomnia, but that's all...But this time..Oh God!!....I went to this rave like a week and a half ago and it wasn't until a couple of hours ago did I recover fully from the effects of the setbacks...wow!...I swallowed a couple of pills a good suitable amount and I enjoyed evey moment of it then the next day I was knocked out, which is normal...but then all of a sudden I got so depressed...It was uncontrolable...I got into this deep state of depression where I just couldn't stop crying...I lost my apetite and hope for everything...it was horrible...I mean in the back of my head I sort of knew that it was the effects of the pills but even so it was uncontrolable..and the more alone I was the worst...It first began with the flashbacks, which didn't let me sleep...cause on top of it all I had insomnia...I couldn't sleep for shit...even though that's happened before but the stage of depression that followed never occured to me before..I mean I have felt a bit down the next day and all before and cried a bit but never for so long and so hard..It hit me real hard.....It was unbelievable...I'm still traumatized by it....I'm over it now sort of cause I still feel a little down but nothing like the past week...It was awful...I don't know what's happening to me....But thinking about it, I just remembered..I should've seen it coming cause I was feeling a bit down before them so I should've suspected it...I think it had such an effect on me probably cause I was carrying a bit of an emotional issue inside me that I never quite let out...and on top of it all I had some problems that I had unsolved...it's all complicated....All I know is that next time I'll make sure I clear my head real good before swallowing..and not commit the mistake I did this time..since now I know that they are starting to effect me like this now...And on top of it all I have muscle pain..which seals the whole thing....
That sucks purple haze, I've never had any come down like that, usually i just feel kinda tired, like two days after. Some people seem to interact to it differently, but i could see if your having some emotional issues that your not letting out they could kinda fester the next day. Also if you were not sleeping it kinda robs the brain of the serotonin replenishing effects of sleep. just keep in mind that the tuesday blus are temporary and you may want to take it easy on X for a while. There are some things that might help prevent that mood crash in the future. Be sure to load up on vitamins the day before, and take and SSRI like zoloft or paxil as your comming down. Also a supplement called 5-HTP (metabolic precuror of serotonin) taken before and a few days after the X can help make you feel more normal the next couple days. Good luck. http://www.doctorstrust.com/item_se...tp supplement>se=goog>kw=5 htp supplement
I've found I can eat and smoke my way out of ANY comedown. Im talking about ciggarretes too. But of course weed is good also. Eating would be the most important aspect of it, at least for me it works... Also getting drunk.
Thanks for the advice...I'll look into it...like that maybe next time it won't be so bad.....Thanks.......But even so I still find it weird and shocking how it hit me cause I didn't even swallow that much...I've swallowed a lot more before and it didn't hit me so bad....It must have been the mood and the probs I had....I'll have to check myself out a bit...there must be something seriously wrong....I think I'll follow your instructions, maybe like that the next time won't be so bad..But apart from all of that I still love those little pills... .hehe.....
