I'm Hurting...

Discussion in 'Relationships' started by kindwoman, Jun 3, 2005.

  1. kindwoman

    kindwoman Sista Golden Hair

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    Someone (whom I'll not mention names for their sake, even though I don't know why) on these forums just hurt me beyond the imaginable. What sucks is that he KNEW I suspected something was going on, just waiting for me to figure it out. So here am I....fucking lonely again. On the internet & in real life. I have a bottle of 90ct Klonopins to take, so see ya later...in the next life possibly...
     
  2. Jointman69

    Jointman69 High Nigga Pie

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    i know EXACTLY HOW YOUR FEELING. down to the person being on this board. ill tip one back for you kindwoman.
     
  3. Silver Salamander

    Silver Salamander Member

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    It is said that pain shows us we are still alive, that we still feel, that we have hearts that are not yet turned to ash, that someone, somewhere has almost certainly breathed easier because we have existed. Perhaps it is those that hurt we should really pity, when all is said and done?


    Listen to 'Little Girl Blue' by Janis Joplin, and you will feel the empathy and emotion she puts into it all, having been there many times herself, and acknowledge you're hurting and know you will slowly heal, as you listen to this beautiful, beautiful song.
     
  4. MattInVegas

    MattInVegas John Denver Mega-Fan

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    BULLSHIT! Put them pills away. LOVE isn't worth that shit! No matter WHAT your religeous beliefs on the subject.
    Talk to us.
    Anyone know her phone number???
     
  5. MattInVegas

    MattInVegas John Denver Mega-Fan

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    I just sent her a Yahoo PM. Hope she answers soon!
     
  6. _see_

    _see_ Member

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    i pm'd her too


    to make sure shes feeling better
     
  7. kindwoman

    kindwoman Sista Golden Hair

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    I didn't take them, fortunately I was drunk so I went right to sleep. Thanks for your concern. No, I don't feel any better, thanks for asking. :(
     
  8. hippychickmommy

    hippychickmommy Sugar and Spice

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    {{{HUGS}}} kindwoman. Hang in there...
     
  9. sara_rose

    sara_rose Ice Queen

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    oh poor baby... *gives kindwoman a great big hug* you'll be ok. just remember that these forums are full of people that love and care for you :) we'll all stick by you!

    all my love
    sara
     
  10. flyinglily

    flyinglily Member

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    I totally agree.... in my opinion, nothing is worth that.
    Life can be sad in some moments but think about all the joy you could find in the future.
    Joy for me, is also when I go out in the middle of the night and smell that wonderful air , and I think that every problem will surely end soon ;)
    Breathe the life , kindwoman, don't ever let these things bring you down !
     
  11. kindwoman

    kindwoman Sista Golden Hair

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    Thanks for the words of encouragement, I'm just REALLY feeling all alone right now. I have nobody in real life to talk to.
     
  12. headymoechick

    headymoechick I have no idea

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    I understand what is feels like to be alone. I'm hurting for you.
     
  13. sara_rose

    sara_rose Ice Queen

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    i know the feeling too, so i know that it's just the worst feeling. feeling that you are all alone with no one in the world that cares about you.
    But we all care for you here. just so you know :) Aren't there any like those help lines that you could call, maybe that would help :)
     
  14. Jointman69

    Jointman69 High Nigga Pie

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    ive felt liek that before. suicide/cutting/burning are not solutions getting high/drunk/rolled are okay solutions. the best would be to call people that care for you.
     
  15. lanalou

    lanalou Member

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    I know how you feel...I am going through the same thing now....take each day at a time...the pain will even itself out!
     
  16. kindwoman

    kindwoman Sista Golden Hair

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    I like your sig, wish I had that attitude...
     
  17. come_do_drawrings

    come_do_drawrings Jaime

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    I hope you can feel that there is much love for you out here...I would squeeze you to pieces if I could...so sorry hun... I hope you feel better soon :)
     
  18. MikeE

    MikeE Hip Forums Supporter HipForums Supporter

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    I hope I'm overreacting, but why don't you just flush those pills down the toilet? Please?
     
  19. kindwoman

    kindwoman Sista Golden Hair

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    Honey, I can't flush those pills, my doctor wants me to take them 3 times a day or I'd be worse off than I am now.
     
  20. MikeE

    MikeE Hip Forums Supporter HipForums Supporter

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    I think your doc would agree with my second suggestion; sobriety. It sounds like (at the moment) drinking is more dangerous for you than for most folks.
     

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