Everyone keeps telling me its not my fault my brother is in the ICU poissibly dying from a drug overdose.... but I feel it is, I knew he had the medication, and I didnt say anything. I should have said something to somebody and maybe my brother would be here, yelling at me to get off the computer so he could use it. But if I had jsut said something to anyone.... this could have been avoided. I just pray he gets better. I'll never be able to forgive myself if he doesnt come out of this okay. Even if he does come out of this, he may never be the same old Pauly, kuz he stopped breathing which killed some of his brain cells, so he may never be my Pualy again, and that's my fault. just please let him be okay... please please please god let him be okay!
