I had very interesting dream few nights ago. I was a woman in that dream and according to her hairstyle and clothes, it was probably in 80s/early 90s. Everything took place in some town or a part of big city that I have never seen before. She (or should I say- me) was somehow related to the mob, probably I worked for them. Then there is a big part of the dream that I forgot but I remember some episodes of some other woman being killed and the fact that I had killed her granfather long time ago. Well, what I really remember is that I screwed up something for the mob so they started hunting me and I had to hide. I was hiding in some derelict farms that were very creepy because in some of them were dead animals left alone. However, the mob caught me and at the end of the dream they all were just standing and watching as I begged not to kill her and told that it would be useful for them because I am woman and could help a lot. One of them kept doing such moves as it looked like he is going to take a gun and anytime he would do that I would become scared and scream but he would always make fun of me telling something like : "What? I just took my wallet". It didn't last long and he finally shot me. I fell down and there was some gun lying on the ground, I took it but it wasn't loaded so I loaded it and started shooting. I don't know if I hit anyone and everything went dark which I realise was my death. The same second I woke up. There was also another interesting thing about this dream. During it, another dream came in. I was in the same town just now I was in my body and I was with my parents. We were all at some video store. Maybe it's a clue that whole dream was just a movie because this dream is really familiar to me. At first I thought maybe I have seen such movie but I did some searching and couldn't find anything like that. Anyway, what do you think about it?
Hi Terra imagine a big video store ... with the only difference that you are the one who creates them all, and it is like an infinite story spinning and spiraling to reach into the layers of time where all things are becoming. Sometimes you share the experience with others and it becomes real beyond your own reality ... and it is hard to say then if it is still yours, or not any more. The animals are about buried feelings and needs not acted on. Being shot is about changes you are moving in and out and want to realize. There is the illusion wrapped around the moment and the fears that are part of it and as fragile. There is your humour too you are not sure of will it take you beyond. Sometimes we just have forgotten those places that are calling us with voices so familiar and then it is like we wake up even in dream and we look and stand in awe and recognize we are already there. We never have been away. Ok that's what i thought right now ... which doesn't mean this is all it means. I am sure if i come back later i will find another more or less wordy way to look on it ... but still, in the end and in the beginning and in the middle of it all ... it depends on what you want to make of it and how far you want to go inside yourself, to find your own inner truth. But thank you for sharing ... yes it is interesting !
