here it is...me and y b/f have been going out for about three years...and this whole time, ive been getting high with him, been stoned out the whole time pretty much...i dont know if i love him or not....i was his first, and he was not mine....i care about him, but hes changed since met him, which i figured he would...i mean i love being with him...cant wait to see him at the end of my day, but i also want to go out and date more, you know? i have had relationships before, but i was with him from 14 to present...17....and i kind of feel like i have missed out on alot....but i dont know what to do because if i break it off...my friends are his friends and then i couldnt chill with them anymore because he will be there, and i know he cant handle us being around eachother and not going out becaus ehes so sttatched to me......i might want to get back with him...but im just not sure what i want to do....if i tell him...i cant go back...and if i dont tell him...ill be contemplating it all inside my head fr a long ass time.....advice?
That happened to me about a year ago. I ended up breaking up with the guy, and did lose all of my close friends. It's hard to do, but breaking up is worth it. Other friends will come along, other guys will take an interest in you. But with a relationship like yours and previously mine, it takes a while, which is the most frustrating part. So wait until you're ready, and mostly certain that breaking up is what you want. Good luck!
