I could be the perfect killing machine the military looks for in its front line 'employees'. Some believe you are born with a heart of gold that turns cold after time. The opposite tends to be true with me. I am constantly holding them feelings down of wanting to rip someone's head clean off their shoulders with my hands. I am certainly capable of it, if the right triggers are pulled. I detest the recent military action against innocents, but I feel like I should be out there wasting people. Not because it's my 'patriotic duty', but because of the extreme rush and feeling of temporary invincibility. Perhaps the reason I don't act on it is because I am not ready to deal with the repercussions. Aggression was built into my soul and every day I battle to keep it at bay because I would not respect someone taking their aggression out on me.
