your type lonely road never ending forever by my self only hope gained by stealth never caring about wealth no one walks beside me on this lonely road fears of tragedy i fortold would someone be so bold as to love me? or will i walk alone condemed to be so lonely forever to come? hurt by so many of that stupid type, fakers, hypocrits, liers, my life is forever filled with fright, will i ever escape your type? you let me loose open broken bleeding wounds still growing help me heal them help me mend must our paths now bend? i held you hand, did you hold mine? i stoll your frown, did you steal mine? needing help, all alone. lead me to the door, lock me out, i promise not to cry or pout. you betrayed me yes its true, i no longer will say 'i love you' you dropped me down, wearing a smile not a frown you cut me loose only to die, will anybody save my life? i fear silent nights oh how i fear silent nights, they are my one true fright. even though i try with all my might i cant turn on the light i scream silently, i cry for hours. come to my rescue, save me. oh how i fear silent nights i hide behind the music, i drift away, i run and hide then curse out of shame do you blame me for my pain? why cant it all just fade away? i cry and scream untill the day, oh how i fear silent nights. i linger in the darkness i linger in the darkness lost in the shadows cant find my way out where an i? will you ever save me? am i dieing? come get me, im waiting. bleeding open cutting dieing where do i go from here? do i give in now and disappear? do i face my fear? tears spill from my eyes like rain again why did oyu leave me? can anyone hear me? cold dark shadow all around i am left alone in myself its time to die, or to pry this door open and escape. i linger in the darkness one more slow dance swaying gently spinning slowly i feel you there, all i see is you. are you the one sent to help me through? just one more slow dance is all i ask in your love i can bask i love the way you look at me you fill my heart with pride and glee the music stops but can i depart? my arms locked around you, we flow around and around, your voice is the only sound. i can only feel you, and you feel me too, step by step we turn your cologne is the only scent your hand the only pressure your eyes burning holes in me, do you see right through me? our love will always prevail, untill you decide you like that girl and bail, are all of the guys the same? are you all so vein? Untitled tomorrow will come yes i know, but today seems so long. i decided to sit and write you a song, i havent talked to you for so long. i miss your friend to friend embrace, i know it is you i should chase. i love you so but you dont know me i see you but you dont see me i need you, do you need me? do you notice me anymore? do you remember that day i confessed my love to you, do you know how many emotions i went through? i said 'i love you' and you said you loved me to, but that you are promised to someone else. do you love her, or is it true, im just old news to you? i call all the tim but you can never talk, why are you avoiding me? dont you know, i still love you. boy with blue eyes to the boy with blue eyes who can only speak lies, i have no compromise. you set me up so i would fall, you took advantage and laughed at my downpour. you are a sorry excuse for a human. you steal girls one innosence, i fear your touch, your slightest glance send me running, how could you do this to me? i dont claim my identity. go away, leave me be, i dont want your company. forgiveness will be here eventually, but for now, stay away from me! you chain me down, you profound little creep, you make me stay quiet, not one peep. i cant leave, i cant stay, why do you have to be this way? for the boy with blue eyes, im leaving you behind. sorry i am sorry, oh so sorry, dont you dare give me one more chance, my clumsy hands will surely break you. after all i went through you got hurt, dear boy with hair of honey, and skin of silky milk, i have a heart filled with guilt and dread, my life is now on its last thread. with my head down staring at the ground with eyes of dread, i so wish i was dead. how could i do this? why did i say that? i wish i could change the past, i thought our love would last like a river wide and vast. i dont know how to make it up to you, what can i do? what can i do? what can i do to make it uo to you? i only pray for forgiveness from you, is there anything i can do? i cant beleive i put you through this, i never should have let you follow me down. your love was flowing with milk and honey for me, why did i have to lead? all hope and happiness is gone in my life, i do not deserve to look at you with these downcast eyes, i am not worthy to see your face or speak your name, all this over some fame. i said things i shouldnt have, my mistakes are great, you have the right to look down at me in hate. how is this? can this be? you just went out of your way for me? i sent you this letter with an expectation of hate from you but you turn around and say 'i love you'? im confussed now please clear this up, how can you love me through this? my life is so currupt? i fool myself again, your grin becomes so hollow, this is all a dream, a myth, a complexity. i have lied to myself once more, you hate me, i dont blame you, i understand. on my deathbed i will say 'you hate me yes i know, now my love will trully show, you may haave loved me once but i have always loved you, even more... i still love you after all the pain you put me through, i still love you. how can this be true? you lied to me, im bleeding, dieing, screaming, and pouring my soul out, but i still love you. deceived, robbed, cheated on, betrayed, why do i still love you? hunting you down, i seek your face, i just want one trace. you're avoiding me, yes i know, but through the pain to me you had shown, true love prevails. i forgive you, please listen to me, im not the only one deceived. she tricked you into those awful deeds, she is the root of an evil seed. she lied to you to get at me, cant you see? it wasnt you, she hurt me. my love for you is stronger than ever, i want to be with you now and forever please talk to me again, you know im still your friend. if only i could see you now, i would explain my feelings to you, and i wouldnt ask how you could have done this. there is no reason for you to apologize, just talk to me. i will probably never see you again, you're beating yourself up to much, dont you know i still love you? i just want to see you once more, answer my call, im crying out to you. if only if only what else can i do? how do i get you to know i still love you? please answer my distress call, without you i will surely fall. are you my true one? have i finally found him? could he be my true one? you linger all alone. your feelings are so unknow, untill now. you finall asked, not expecting much, i dont know what to say, are you the answer to my prayer? i felt so lonely, but i noticed with you, im happy again, will you stay true? dont break me, i may not mend this time. secretly loving you, how could you tell? my life no longer my prison cell. you have set me free, my heart deprived of fear and sorrow. you have shown me love, i will never forget this. you sit in a corner all alone, never could i have fortod this ending. i have longed to be with you for so long, my love foor you is so very strong. i've never felt like this before, are you my one and only true one? longing your touch, seeking your face, i could almost feel your embrace. one day soon we will dance, and we will expereance loves strong trance. you are my love, the only one i lonng to romance. i would dream of you every night, and watch you every day, then i would sit for hours and pray, 'god,i want to be saved by him, please let him ask me today.' you are finally here, arent you? are you there, or am i dreaming once again? dear broken heart... dear broken eyes, dear broken eyes, can you see through the lies? dear broken heart, dear broken heart, will you ever mend? dear troubled mind, dear troubled mind, will you ever think clearly again? dear false truth, dear false truth, will you ever be real? dear hidden forest, dear hidden forest, where do you lye? dear broken youth, dear broken youth, why must we continue life this way? dear hurt soul, dear hurt soul, will you ever be full? dear deceived spirit, dear deceived spirit, will you ever fly again? dear lost hope, dear lost hope, will you ever come back? dear lost and lonely girl sitting all alone, has your love ever shown? dear cheated love, dear cheated love, will you ever forgive them? dear lost balance, dear lost balance, wont you return? to my anonymous love, do you want to be found? dear my love, dear my love, havent you wanted to be with me? dear one held captive, dear one held captive, havent you longed to be free? yes my love, yes my love, i will wait for you. death in life watching, looking, waiting, praying, preparing to pounce. wounds, lost treasure, open, broken. needing help, wanting love, praying for dileverance, longing salvation. deceived, lied to, false hope, lost truth, broken dreams. bleeding, screaming, running, hiding. suffering, dieing. in your arms finally the day has come, the battle is over, our hearts are one, all the lies are undone, fear unraveled, hope restored, i no longer look at life and hope for more. i belong to you, you belong to me, but for the first time we are free, im so happy you chose me. i fly into the night, you holind me so very tight, i can now see days lovely light. my heart once filled with sorrow, greif, and pain, is now only filled with you, nothing else will fit, im cleaning up my life for you, i love you. this wretched life you get me through, you love me, i love you, i want to stay forever here where i belong... i belong right here, in your loving arms. how is my old work?
