i think i fucked up

im not to sure, but for what ever happened or what ever i did that messed up what ever we had. oo i figured out what im gonna say .. im sorry for what happened or what eever i did that messed up what we had but i dont want it to end.

 

im not sure. but for what ever happened or what ever i did that messed up what me and her had.ooo i figured out what ima say... im sorry for what ever happened or what ever i did but i dont want it to end. and il probobly add some stuff when i say it.

 

im not sure. but for what ever happened or what ever i did that messed up what me and her had.ooo i figured out what ima say... im sorry for what ever happened or what i did that messed up what ever we had up but i dont want it to end. and il probobly add some stuff when i say it.

 

u shouldnt do that homie. want what to end? yall arent even together. youre in high school, plenty of hos out there. dont sweat it

 

but bro listen i dont want hos. i want her. and u said i shouldent do that do u mean post 3 times or go to her house and try to figure shit out casue if u meant thte post thing ym comp froze for a sec and said there was an err and it wouldent post then hipforums was messed up 2 atleast for me. and u asked want what to end, what ever me and her had im not sure but what ever it was it was amazing nothing matterd but nothing, all my fears, problems, worries, any burdons all were just nothing, didnt matter at all. i dont know what it was but it just was bro.

 

you just in love and she probly dont feel the same way man. be careful, girls will fuck you over in a second. its happened to me plenty of times. good luck homie, gotta learn about that shit yourself i guess

 

Beeing fucked over by anyone is weak man... I handle chicks that way too and aint never been screwed by anyone. You can apologize to a girl not all girls are like that and you are a fool to only find those... If they begin to get freaky like that just play along dude...!?

Girls aren't that hard to figure out even the 'manipulative' ones that everybody talks about are easily handled...

 

You haven't screwed up, from what you've said, you haven't done anything wrong. Let it go for a while, look after yourself and let her make the first move. At the moment, she's either pissed off or just wants some space, and to be honest she's treating you like crap, so don't go running to her. Let her come to you.

 

Maybe I just misunderstood the situation, but the way I've got it she's scared... And if the sis (I think it was) said that she was scared, I think it's a pretty good bet that she really is scared because things went too fast, even tho I don't think it sounded like it was going too fast...

 

exactly and if any thing went fast i dont think it was on my part, i didnt make any moves we made the few moves that were made kinda like spur of the moment together but that was holding hands and cudling. so i dunno mab today shell tell me weather she wants to go to the amll with me 2 go shopping cause im no that good at it
if not i will wait till like thrusday and c if she wants to do sumthin on friday or the saturday casue thats when every thing happens in south florida

 

ok, well she said she didnt want to go to the mall, so im gonna go shower and go without her

 

Finally someone who makes sense.

 

well ya im feeling alot better but i still have the vomits no clue y but i really havent eatin ive drank water thought but like randomly ill get buterflys or sumthin and puke. and feel like puking 20 mins later over and over again

 

Oh my lord. You experienced, in one day, what I have experienced in a single relationship before.

Kudos to you.

 

kid, you can't be that desperate, that you'll put up with shit like that. do whatever the fuck you want, but don't expect too much from her.

 

bro u dont get it she made every thing fine any thing i was ever afraid of, every thing was ok. any pbobia didnt matter when i was with her. it was the greaetest feeling ive ever expierienced in my life. that the only reason i want her back weather its friends or more seroius. well i didnt go to her house cause i didnt think it was a good idea so she left her bakini here so later this week i will drive down to her house so atleast i have an excuse. she didnt want to go to the mall with me today so i went to pacsun, and spencers and got some shit. didnt help much cause it made me think of her more cause thats were she got my birthday gift from, and we wanted to go shoping to dress me up in cooler clothes. so ya. and i tried eating again and i just puke it back up so fuck that. but i think we might have been to open twards each other so it got boring and we wouldent have much of anything to do, so im jsut gonna take a break for till the weekend or next week, i got aproved to go to her school and leave private school she wanted me to really bad but with what happened unless it completely clears up im not gonna put her her friends or me in that aquard position. but we will c. im feeling alot better than i was i did shit today, and i might go see batman tonight but i dont think so. but again well c.

 

Yeah dude. Chicks come and go. Especially during the summer.

 

i know i just dont want this one to go. just look at all MY replies to what people have said since the begining, cause im tired of typing it over and over again.

last night i was up puking all night, and i had a really bad pain going from my right eyeball around the rightside of my nose and down into my top right molars(sp?) i know im gonna have to get my molars pulled or else my wisdoms are gonna impact i found that out a year ago but it hasnt came up and they havent done any xrays so im starting to wonder mabe if its impacting. but i dunno. theyr still sore but they dont hurt now i was also told that cause the puke had flemmy like stuff that i could have an abses(sp?) in my right sinus passage, i dunno what that means but that what i was also told. but im eating again and drinking and keeping it down since i puked what ever that stuf was up, but my tummy has been making funny squishy and rumbling noises. its off subject but its fun to talk to people kinda.

and about going to her school i got all the forms to transfrer all my records and whatnot from both schools and my school said that they just need to know before late july so they can refund my money for the semester casue it was like 15g's or sumthin along those lines, and her school jsut needs to have all the forms, records and transfer papers in early august so i have time to think about it, but i havent done anything with them yet, accept look at them.

 

so ya

 

im leaving her alone for a bit. it seems to be working on both parts im realizing how much im missing her and same shes missing me 2 kinda is my understanding from what i hear, so im much happier. we might go c a movie tonight or hang out this weekend so i dont think im gonna go to melbourne florida that like 2 hours north i think of were i live now.