i fear silent nights and i linger in the darkness

i fear silent nights

oh how i fear silent nights,
they are my one true fright.
even though i try with all my might i cant turn on the light
i scream silently,
i cry for hours.
come to my rescue,
save me.
oh how i fear silent nights
i hide behind the music,
i drift away,
i run and hide then curse out of shame
do you blame me for my pain?
why cant it all just fade away?
i cry and scream untill the day,
oh how i fear silent nights.

how r they now?



i linger in the darkness

i linger in the darkness
lost in the shadows
cant find my way out
where an i?

will you ever save me?
am i dieing?
come get me,
im waiting.

bleeding
open
cutting
dieing

where do i go from here?
do i give in now and disappear?
do i face my fear?
tears spill from my eyes like rain again
why did oyu leave me?
can anyone hear me?

cold
dark
shadow all around
i am left alone in myself

its time to die,
or to pry this door open and escape.
i linger in the darkness