leaf in the wind as i lie here within myself my music is my only company. ive been left behind the others, im just a leaf blowing in the wind. im always being left out and forgotten, im never asked my opinion, so i will just sit here alone, like a leaf blowing in the wind i want to tell you. i dont know how to say this, how do i tell you? i want you to know but how do i show? i love you sp much, more than i can express, more than i can supress. i need to do this, i need to tell you, i need to know if you feel the same. how do i tell you? where do i start? you are mine, i am yours, but how do i tell you? where do i start? i have never done this before but i will try, but only for me and you, 'cause my tears you dried. i want you to hold me close and never let go, i want you to lift me up and never let me down, you gave me a smile and sole my frown, i want you to kiss me, i want to feel you there. i want to tell you all of these things, but when should i? where should i? i am dieing to let you know, i am dieing to show you, am i rushing it? do you want to kiss me? do you want to hold me? do you want to show me you care in this way? 'please say yes...' this is what i pray. if only you could read this, if only you could see this letter, would it be better if this is left unsaid? are you listening? are you there? once my life is stripped bare you will find, your love for me, my love for you, is all there is in my mind. i hope i could get witty enough to tell you, i wish i had the nerve, i wish that i could give this to you. but for now i think i will just give you hints, i will drop them here and there, hopefully someday soon you will hear my prayer, untill then i will live my life, wich is now thanks to you, free of pain and strife.
