lost lost and fading, broken and bleeding, this is what you did to me. hopless and lonely, deceived and fallen, i smile on the outside so nobody see's the hurt beneath the skin. wounded and dieing, praying and screaming, this is all your fault. you sit over there with all of your friends, and you dont even care or think of me, you just placed me beside you to replace her, how could you do this to me? your smile was all that mattered, but now it must fall. you are nothing but a wall in my lifes pathway. december fright december chill and lost thrill, moonlight and night time fright, running to the door, what lyes behind? what will i find? open the door, flip on the light, worlds collide, i loose might to fright. close the door forever more, i do not wish to see anymore. cut cut the blade slides in, will she ever breathe again? lost and lonely she wants her life to end looking for someone, just one friend this will surely be the end her wound will never mend running hiding screaming bleeding she wonders if she will ever live more than this false life inside of me inside of my head is a place most dread, but this place is why im not dead i hide inside and cry on long everlasting nights, escaping hollow dreams and deadly frights i run to my place, my secret hiding space to enter i must bid you in, upon entering you will loose your hearts only grin my space is so shallow to you, but for me, life it puts me through you cannot see through any windows, all doors bolted shut do you think im crazy, or a nut? i live a nice quiet life on the outside, but within i am screaming. gone i used to be there but now im gone gone like the wind,summers cool breeze, gone like the smell of roses sucked by bee's, gone like days you wish would never end you took advantage of my love you thought i would be with you through lifes every bend. let me go my wounds must mend leave me alone, you're not my friend you lied to me every day especially when you'd say 'i love you' now and forever i will pray 'God, come and take me away, i dont want to see another day!' i find the knife so fine and thin should i let the blade enter in? should i toss the knife even through strife? should i show courage and might , over come my fright? why did you do this to me? will you save me, or let me bleed?
Mysti, we would strongly appreciate if you did not post so many different threads at once. While I understand that you are enthusiastic about sharing your poetry, others are just as keen as you. When you post 20 threads at the same time, other people's poetry gets pushed off the front page, so they dont get any feedback at all. If you must post several poems at once, please do so in a single thread. Thank you very much.