gone,insie of me,cut,december fright, and lost

lost

lost and fading,
broken and bleeding,
this is what you did to me.

hopless and lonely,
deceived and fallen,
i smile on the outside so nobody see's the hurt beneath the skin.

wounded and dieing,
praying and screaming,
this is all your fault.

you sit over there with all of your friends,
and you dont even care or think of me,
you just placed me beside you to replace her,
how could you do this to me?

your smile was all that mattered,
but now it must fall.
you are nothing but a wall in my lifes pathway.




december fright

december chill and lost thrill,
moonlight and night time fright,
running to the door,
what lyes behind?
what will i find?
open the door,
flip on the light,
worlds collide,
i loose might to fright.
close the door forever more,
i do not wish to see anymore.



cut

cut
the blade slides in,
will she ever breathe again?
lost and lonely
she wants her life to end
looking for someone,
just one friend
this will surely be the end
her wound will never mend

running
hiding
screaming
bleeding
she wonders if she will ever live more than this false life



inside of me

inside of my head is a place most dread,
but this place is why im not dead
i hide inside and cry on long everlasting nights,
escaping hollow dreams and deadly frights
i run to my place,
my secret hiding space
to enter i must bid you in,
upon entering you will loose your hearts only grin
my space is so shallow to you,
but for me,
life it puts me through
you cannot see through any windows,
all doors bolted shut
do you think im crazy, or a nut?
i live a nice quiet life on the outside,
but within i am screaming.



gone

i used to be there but now im gone
gone like the wind,summers cool breeze,
gone like the smell of roses sucked by bee's,
gone like days you wish would never end
you took advantage of my love
you thought i would be with you through lifes every bend.
let me go
my wounds must mend
leave me alone,
you're not my friend
you lied to me every day
especially when you'd say
'i love you'
now and forever i will pray
'God, come and take me away, i dont want to see another day!'
i find the knife
so fine and thin
should i let the blade enter in?
should i toss the knife even through strife?
should i show courage and might ,
over come my fright?
why did you do this to me?
will you save me,
or let me bleed?

 

Mysti, we would strongly appreciate if you did not post so many different threads at once. While I understand that you are enthusiastic about sharing your poetry, others are just as keen as you. When you post 20 threads at the same time, other people's poetry gets pushed off the front page, so they dont get any feedback at all. If you must post several poems at once, please do so in a single thread.

Thank you very much.

 

i must look like a jerk now it wont happen again i promise i am sorry