Woah...........................

im sitting here....... on the phone with my girlfriend whos asleep......and im here tripping balls,,,,and she doesnt even have a clue that ive ever even taken acid once before in my life.........its just so fucking weird to be here,,,,and shes over there....so innocent and beautifuL......i wish i could hold her right now, and tell her that every thought thats comming into my head, pouring in like an open faucet is of her, and how she has profoundly changed my life.....with out her, i wouldnt be where i am today in life and im so happy to have her......my heart is filled with joy from just say in her name.....m a l i s s a..........................im goin nutz right now,,,not having the balls to wake her, and tell her whats going on throiugh my head right this moment, i wANT TO SO BAD, BUT IF I TOLD HER WHAT I TOOK, SHE WOULD TWEEK SAC......ITS SO WEIRD HOW TWO PEOPLE WHO ARE SO CLOSE,,,CAN STILL BE SO DIFFERENT, AND HAVE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT VIEWS OF THINGS,,,,YET SOMEHOW COMETOGETHER, AND BE AS HAPPY AS CAN BE TOGETHER AS IF IT WERE A FAIRYTALE

 

awwwwwwww how sweet

 

hehe ^.^

 

am i an asshole fordoing this to her?...............because i know if i told her what i tokk.....it would go against EVERYTHING she believes in.............i do it knowing full well she would be ashamed of me for it,,,,,but i still do it for my own sake of wanting the mindfull experience it brings me every time,,,,,taking this stuff makes my bond with her so muich stronger in my mind,,,,but i wish she knew why

 

if youre spilling youre feelings to her then she probably loves it and wont even care

 

hmmmmph how can you sleep at night? damn dude. it would break her heart if she knew that you were dropping acid. she would probably break up with you!

 

this girl doesnt even know what acid is.....thats why i feel like im the biggest asshole in the world

 

she knows it exists,,,,,but has no idea the diffeerence between this stuff and weed......she classifys it all as "drugs"

 

The visuals on this site can be cool while tripping.

 

lmao...I can tell this one's gonna last

 

is that sarcastic?

 

sounds like you need to start someone on an enlightenment mission. educate her

 

I think it's kinda shitty that your dropping acid and she has no idea about it. Why pull her into something that goes against what she believes? Why hurt her like that?

You are not being honest with her. Your perception is altered by chemicals. Why not get real and be the man she deserves to be with?

 

must be a nice convo...

 

She'd tell you it bothers her and then think it's hot. Squares are like that sometimes. Tell her cid is dangerous.

 

square....i didnt know we time warped...

 

lol I was kinda thinking of how they use it in The Illuminatus! Trilogy.

However, we did "time warp", if you like.

 

i like the term square..i mean its everyday you hear whore, loser, chicken, lame, and so forth.. but its not everyday you hear Square...yeah, i dont know if that made sense...

 

I believe he was referring to cigarettes

 

well...she'll either not care, she'll get mad, or she'll be disappointed but accepting. i don't know her all that well, so I can't really say much.

...wait, how are you talking to her if she's asleep...