just been readin this whole thread. four days? four days and your resolve crumbled like freshly ground bud? i have also been clean for as long as mart, 10 and a half weeks infact, and finally i have a plan, i have a lifes plan and a goal to reach. i'll be sittin in my country home with my organic bud and mart_182, laughing, laughing so hard that my sides may indeed split. don't feel that we don't love the bud, because i miss it more than you all could know, but i don't wanna be a werk jerk, i don't wanna keep on working just to get a desk, i have no aspirations to be the top dude, but i do want to be comfortable. so in ten years time i shall be comfortably numb, but safe in the knowledge that i'm secure. take it easy my felow hippy ones, but don't waste it all. da monkey