alright, i jacked off to some stuff that im not proud of. um.. a ton of stuff i hated myself for afterwards, and one thing that almost made me kill myself. Iv learned to control myself when im horny though. everyone who has fantasized about something they regretted later, respond to this thread (details not required, hehe) im looking at you typing with one hand
Sometimes awful things pop into my head when I'm not concentrating and I have to stop because I freak myself out. Damned subconscious weirdass fantasies...:&
TigerBeam Michael had some valid points but as far as heaven and the after life go those are her personal opinions... i am pretty sure i know what you are talking about tiger beam, do not feel guilty and do not worry about the after life. Guilt will stop you from moving on but it seems you have handled it well considering you have confessed here.... (remember guilt is not the same as remorse) I believe in hell... here on earth and you will suffer for what you have done, as you all ready stated wanting to commit suicide etc. because you have knowingly done the wrong thing. Don't do it again and apologise in your heart to those you have wronged, you will feel fine again and you will be able to believe you are a good person. P.S. it may take time but you will be able to move on and be the person you want to be, good luck
I just wanna say that that is the funnyest thing i've read in awhile....... but i can understand......
that's what midget and clown porn are for... the comic relief porn you watch after you've just beat off to something really nasty
actually there is something I have felt fucking horrid for seeing once In my sports team, some guy was going on about this porn where these guys were screwing some deaf girl, he sent me the link via MSN about a month ago. I felt seriously terrible, it was so degrading and frankly disgusting. And no, I wasn't jacking off to anything like that, before people jump to any conclusion
Iv'e dreamed about family... No idea why, it fucked me up for like two weeks... Joining the off topic topic that has developed: That banana thing from Weeds on Showtime
So wrong but stil made me lol, im ashamed haha Um yea i have 'wanked' to something i prob would never do and wont any1 to no about, i just get weird sometimes and like kinky things arghh! i need a GF!!
^^Thanks. I have posted some shit from www.efukt.com in the love and sex forums when I thought it matched a topic and thought it funny. There is some stuff on here that is just disturbing. Peace Out, Rev J