hey, have a couple pictures...

kinda showing my weight loss. but it's only of my face, couldn't get a damned picture of the rest of me to save my life. but if you compare to older pictures of my face, you can see some difference. i'll try to get them posted properly here. sorry for the irritated look on my face, i was very annoyed. if you compare the top three with the bottom one, you can see that my eyes and cheekbones are re-emerging from the layers of fat. not quite as beatific looking now.

 

oh, fine, no one gives a shit. that's fine. after all the irritating work i went through to get these stupid pictures onto my computer...

 

i really think u looked great in the old pics!!!

 

well, thanks. gotta get healthy though. too much chub is not good for the heart. when i smile, i still have big old cheeks, though. i'm just extremely aggravated in these pictures. i couldn't get the stupid camera to sit right, and every time i tried to get the picture to take, the flash would go fubar. these were the three where i looked least angry, which is saying something. i deleted the other ones, but now i'm thinking they'd be so freaking hilarious that i shoulda kept them and posted them instead.

 

nice pictures. i can see a difference, but then, you didn't look bad in the first ones. you've got nice cheekbones. i can relate to the pissed off expression. pretty much every picture taken of me makes me look like i am ready to go kick some ass.

 

the difference is definately noticeable, yer face isnt as round as before.

how much have ya lost?

im glad to see your eyes are as striking as ever

 

I have never seen a more beautifull pair of peepers!Ever.

 

thanks guys. i've always been the standard big girl with the pretty face. i got my mom's eyes, thank god. because with my dad's mouth, i coulda been a tragedy! i found one more, i think the pokey cheekbones really show in this one, though i'm still irritated, sorry. i'll try to get some happy pictures up. i've still ony lost about 20 pounds, though everything seems to be re-arranging quite a bit. lost 2 pant sizes, and they're getting baggy, even though i've not lost more weight. my second chin is disappearing, and you can almost see my jawline now, it's still a bit rounded, though.

 

shit, nevermind, i think it's the same picture! i'm such a dumbass sometimes.

edit: there, i fixed it. stupid computers.

 

Maybe it's just me, but I would have had a go at you before you lost the weight. You look good now too though

 

i can almost see how someone might not recognize you. you have pretty unique features though, so, you still look like YOU before and after. fwiw, i think you look more youthful now.

 

Gonna have to show a little more than just your face to get a comment out of me

 

very pretty,i especially like your eyes

 

sorry, all traffic in attention stops because the stud of all studs has appeared and graced my post. eric, how i adore you. i will email my latest breast photo directly to you just to assure you they're exactly the same size as the last breast photo i emailed directly to you.

 

If I wasnt in love, I would do ya.

 

aw, that's all very lovely. all i wanna know, really, is if something happened to my husband and i was suddenly single and lonely, am i still fuckable?

 

I knew that was what you were getting at. I just needed ya to know"yes, you are.....and I am willing. if my heart gets crushed and I need a rebound" *wink* You Look Good KC.....try not to mind me.

 

wow! u look beautiful and great! Isn't it exciting to lose weight and get some new features? Same thing happened to me recently...lost alot of weight after my baby and I changed. My face is sooo different. You seem to be doin' great! You were so beautiful before hand too btw. way to go! PM me anytime you want to chat about everything your going through and doing, I find it exciting too...the whole change thing.

Eryn

 

thanks a lot, eryn and crummy. very sweet from both of you. i've never been as large as i am now, and a near-death pregnancy that was still so totally worth is is to blame. i seem to be getting my body back, and it's so wonderful. i'll never be a scrawny girl, never was before, either. but my face is changing so much that it's like it's not even mine. my teenaged baby fat that i've always carried is going away, i've always had a girlish face. now it's becoming more womanly, even my voice is getting huskier. it's crazy what's been happening to me this past year, i'm becoming someone totally different AGAIN. i'd always wanted to look like my mother, when i was younger, though the idea was fleeting. i'm 29 now, and only now am i changing into a woman. isn't that crazy. inside i'm knda the same, but now my body is going through some crrrr-azy changes.

 

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