I really want to read what you are reading LSD... i really just want to read the sources now more than anything... Now im very intrigued by what you said... your beliefs intrigue me honestly I want to know what makes a person believe in the things you do... Please enlighten me with whatever you have to offer.. a website, a book, anything... ill read what you post... Maybe if I better understand your point of view I wont act like such a fucker next time I come across someone with the same view? You dont have to do it, up to you. Later man, like i said Im out of this thread.
What I want to say on this thread is that it's been educational for me. I realize that I can never voice my views either in public or anonymously. I believe I hold views that are not necessarily wrong, but that hurt people. I have always despised the sappiness of the left. I thought, after some bad experiences with the illiterate extreme right, and my interest in psychedelics, that I could reach a common ground with those I always thought of as my enemies. My aim was never to hurt anyone. I remain a pessimist about human nature. I believe people are not putting truth before ego. My goal is to expand my mind by informing myself as much as possible. I try to encourage myself to read from sources I don't agree with. Despite what some may write here, and how nasty I am assassinated by some, there are writers who agree with me, and damn good, respectable writers who are not "racist." I may have been a little more blunt than them here, but what I write is implied in what they write. I felt in posting here that I was not communicating eye to eye; that I was speaking a different language than some. Yet all of my ideas derive from serious scholarly works (they are in my university library). I do not pick ideas from Stormfront and their absurd interpretations of history. I may leave this forum, because perhaps, to me, some are looking for their views to be reinforced. I remain opposed to the factions of all parties I mentioned above. I do not feel bitter towards anyone.
when two people have been tr ying to find their personal beliefs and opinions, t heir own personal truth and have studied immensely to reach that view... and both of their views collide with eachother, it can become a sticky situation... eventually, it ends with both people not understanding eachothers opinions/thoughts/ideology. Its this lack of understanding which divides us and creates the quarrels and fights... even if we read things from the opposite spectrum we still dont ultimately understand eachother no matter how well we tell eachother we do..