I have been reading and reading over these forums trying to figure some things out that are going on in my life, and ways that i can help to deal with/figure out. And i am wondering if anyone here as some good information, or a good website to which psychic self-defense is described in detail, and some of the many ways you can do this. I have done a google search and all that seems to come up are book websites. And seeing as how i am cheap and dont want to buy a book on something i dont even know if i really believe or not, i was just hoping some of you guys out there could help me out. Any information would be much appreciated.... Little background info- My gf who i love very much is on vacation right now in Kazakhstan/Turkey, and i want to keep her safe because i love her so much, and if anything were to go wrong it would just kill me. I want to do everything in my power to make sure she is safe, aside from hoping/praying everything is ok, i dont know what else i can do. Also I just started a new job at a mill which my dad is in management, and i am a summer student intern. These people have a union, and hate all management pretty much, no matter how great a guy my dad is, they all still talk a lot of shit about him, and other management. All the people there are 45+ years old, and many of which hate their lives and their jobs, this is one of the many reasons i am looking for this help. It seems many of them hate their lives and just want to shit on others to make themselves feel better. I feel like at times they are sending negative thoughts at me, and i am just looking for anyway i can to protect myself, without dropping to their level and returning the hate. I just want to do my job, and make money for college and not have to worry about all this.... ps. quitting is not an option, seeing as how that would look back for my father, and its great money. Thanks again.
Hi there lt_bootyism just know that you are safe and complete inside your own self - no matter how negative the energies are that you feel are coming towards you, or others. Yet you are in charge of how you will react and how far the influence or distractions will take over. Go deeper inside your own self and find a spiritual angle to look from - make it positive from within. As this is the only power you have. See the others as being whole and complete even as they go through temporary experiences of feeling uncomplete and lost. It is their lessons and opportunity to grow that they have chosen before they came into this lifetime. So do not belittle or condemn them but trust they are capable of becoming whole and set themselfes free any time. Open to the beauty and wonder of who they are, and let the negative drain like rain that the earth sucks in. It is not yours. If they make you a target ... just be pure and clear, and unafraid. Walk in forgiveness and love for who you are. Be the one yourself. Be the being you truly want to be from your own core - from your soul's deepest desire. And there will be no obstacle then, only wonderful lessons to grow with. And I for one do not really know about certain technics or stuff, but I doubt that you will really need it. Anything that makes you feel good can be of help. Just be creative ... don't defend ... but make them smile ... and don't quit your own self. I think you are doing fine. Much love
