being lonely reay istaking its toll on me. i have recently tried to meet new female companions who i believe to be similar to me,but i cannot make the connection i am looking for. it seems that there is no female companionship to be had around me, or at least the type of woman i search for anyway. so for the time being while i am doing what i have to do to get where i want to go (out of ct), i am left with thoughts and blurred visions of the girl for me. "sometimes, in the morning, i catch a falling dream, dissappear and seen. and i think about someone that i will never see again. now it's only me again." Jonathan Edwards...Sometimes
