Hey Everyone, Just want to say hi...this is Badashan writing from the depths of corporate hell. I've been smoke free for about a month now--not really by choice, but by unfortunate necessity--and I'm starting to not like it. I miss it and yet not having the sacred herb around has caused me to look online for reminders of it and well, here I am. So I'm completely straight right now, my mind is almost annoyingly clear...and quiet. I'm not making much sense, just trying to reach out...connect with people who know what I'm talking about...people who can understand a bit, because NO ONE around me gets it. I only have two friends who smoke and one has become an alcoholic and the other...I'm not sure what he's into anymore. But neither of them seem to have had the religious experiences I have had. I'm talking about visions...trance states...spirit communication. I know I wasn't just buggin out off some fine greeness, but that this was the more real than the supposed 'reality' we live in. Anyway, I'm rambling. I really just want to say hey to you all, -Badashan, --A slightly stressed out corporate drone.
Welcome to the forums. It's tough quitting something whenever you aren't ready to quit..or when you don't truly want to quit. I don't know your situation,but maybe you can smoke again soon or is it permanent? Anyways,there are loads of people here to talk to...try to have fun
heresa suggestion.. gimme yur stash..i'll smoke it all & ya can just chill on my vibe..lol ok thats enough of that now i gotta ask..if you concider your job hell, & you feel like its taking you away from being yoyrself..how can it possibly be worth it?
lol soaring! man that sucks..i am so happy my company doesnt care about such things...and i understand about not many people getting you. you have come to the right place though....welcome and pm me if you wanna friend
Well, I've made a lot of mistakes along the way and am lucky to have this job. In the last year I've had to do a lot of growing up and accepting responsibility for my previous actions and choices. As such, the job provides material comfort...spiritually however, well, that's a work in progress I suppose. I'm also starting to think that there is a greater reason why I am here...that I'm here to communicate things to others...who knows, maybe that's just my justification. Make no mistake though, there is something quite evil--and I hesitate to use that word, but can't think of a better--about the corporate structure. Look at the world around us...the de-spiritualization of the world...how can this be considered 'good'? Anyway, appreciate all the welcomming wishes from everyone. It does mean a lot.
you know i've read somewhere in astudy that wearring a tie actualy restricts bloodflow to the brain.. that wuld explain aloyt huh? tighten it up enough & you could feel prety high.. but it would be sorta like hudffing & destroy braincells.. personaly i preffer to be my own boss sure i dont make alot of $ but it doesnt matter what i wear (or dont wear) when i work.. & i only work when i feel like it.. i'm alergic to the whole corporate thing i guess
