Help me find my love!!!! MY BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS!!!

Hi, my new name after being the "graduate" of Wakarusa '05 and then going missing is Pluto. I need help finding a girl I met there at the late night set of the Jazz Mandolin Project where I first believed in love at first sight and I have put my life on hold until I can find her. I am now in a loony bin in my home town in New Canaan CT because of this summer's events. More of my story is here: http://www.hipforums.com/forums/showthread.php?t=107680 along with some contact info for me and brief discriptions of my friends. PLEASE I BEG YOU ALL TO HELP ME OUT!!! GET THIS STORY TOLD!!! HELP MAKE THIS STORY HAVE A HAPPY ENDING!!! If you have any info at all that can help please contact me!!!


I was feared dead, drowned in a lake in Lawernce Kansas (BTW google Robert Jensen and Lawrence Kansas to find out more) they had helicopters, bloodhounds, divers and the whole nine yards lookin' for me while I was hiding out in FT. Collins CO with my friends. Once we heard about the search I went to boulder to the pearl street mall and turned myself in. Stupidly I did not get their contact info before I was hauled into the police station and then off to the loony bin in Boulder.

I would also like to add that I'm sure the family is testing me out to see if I can remain sober for at least a year before I am worthy, but I would just like to get some information.

 

hey buddy
i cant really help u about the girl but
can suggest not to go to the loony bin dont drown urslef or go hidding from ppl
remeber the native american spirit ne a fighter lift ur head up high and be proud be strong and dont worry about life live it as a warrior and face every challenge head on
dont be sad dont be happy if u want to but live it as a warrior
not with violence
but with inner discipline
only u make ur path in life know 1 else
remeber crazy horse
if u have to
if u dont know him pick up a book on his life one of them is called a good day to die
its a greaqt book about the sioux
but he was extreme
find peace in urslef and ull find peace in others
it made me sad to hear ur storyscary
go to a rainbow gathering and find help and im sure ppl will be happy to help you
well if u cant go to a gathering i hope ur folks are good ppl or maybe talk to good friends
we need a better world
and im sure u have a part in it to play to make it better
most of all dont worry to much about life
it has its ups and downs but remeber ur a child of the universe and u have time to grow let the stars guide u
anyways dont worry so much
its alll ok
hope i helped to make u feal less lonely
peaqce and long life
asguard

 

I believe in the many higher spirits than myself the animal Gods ect. But I still have issues with destiny. I know that I could change my destiny, but then I would be playin' God and I do not want that. I am at peace outwardly and inwardly but I still need some sort of validation. I heard that this girl was crazy about me and I am crazy about her, we could end each others suffering very quickly and easily if we knew how to contact each other, or at least contact my friends in Ft. Collins, CO. Thanks!

 

how do you know that you are not changing you're destiny by looking for her?.....just live your life ... if she is meant to be in it ...you two will meet again........

you could be passing up future mates in you're search for this one girl if you are to focused on her.....

 

so true...you absolutely cannot put your own life on hold for someone else. if it is meant to be with this girl, then it will be. i'm sorry if this is not what you wanted to hear. if you are meant to find her, you will. if not, you will find love again, so don't worry good luck getting out of the "loony bin." at least those are usually better than jail...

 

Yeah, I'm outta the loony bin now. It was good for me. I need to be abstinate from drugs, yes even MJ, alcohol and relationships for a year as per medical advice and I always bow before those with more wisdom than myself. But it could be a though year, especially on the relationship side. I really don't know what to do.