Just wanted to share my weekend with you folks Sooo... I went to a beautiful music festival this weekend (all by my lonesome for the first three days) kind of with the intention of finding someone because these things are about my only chance at finding a somewhat like minded soul ( i live in a very small,conservative, rural community) Okay so let me recap my adventures.... Thursday night I danced all night at the drum circle under a full moon with a beautiful asian guy that has no name, Friday I ran into a guy from my town I had hung out with a couple times and sort of liked, for creature comforts if nothing else. But I ended up drinking way too much and we started fooling around and then I got sick for the first time off alcohol in about three years and we passed out and never got beyond holding each other in the morning. Well then Saturday night this beautiful dreaddy guy I'd been exchanging glances with while dancing ended up chillin' with me all night but i was super tired, so i told him i was gonna take a nap and he was supposed to wake me up after the band he wanted to see played but then he never showed up and I don't know why, it was really strange because in my opinion we were really hitting it off, he wouldn't leave my side all night and i thought for sure I could rely on him to wake me up. And I left sunday morning to go get my son and by the time i got back he had taken off. Argh... so I had pretty much given up hope of really finding someone... Well I ended up hanging out with a bunch of fun rainbow kids who were staying in the national forest and this one guy was just so beautiful..all he wore was this beautiful sky blue skirt that matched his eyes and , he lead me and my son to a creek because we needed to bathe after playing in the mud. And whenI ran into him later that day we hugged and the energy between us was just amazing and he just wouldn't let me go and from then on we were inseparable, laying in the hay listening to the music just completely lovin' each other while my son and his kitten played around us... it was just so beauitul and free and easy ya know? He told me he knew as soon as we hugged that I need some lovins and he was just the perfect soul to share it with. So this wonderful girl, Lissat, babysat lije for us and we went down by the creek and made love and it was so amazing... ahh... it was so hard to leave him, he almost came back to stay with me for a week, (he's just been living in the woods) but we're meeting up next weekend at a gathering and I can't wait.. it was nice to be so instantly comfortable with someone like that, why can't all meetings be so easy?.... well I just wanted to share my experience with someone cuz i'm still ridin' high from it
Be careful with Rainbow kids! They sure know how to charm and theres' always something about them...but...they aren't always the best in relationships... Just be careful
haha, well i'm definitely not looking for a relationship with this guy... he definitely has his charm but i could never see him loving just one girl... he loves everyone and it was nice to share some with him but that's about all I could expect, just some-never all. Kinda makes me sad because I could love just him but I recognize what he is and love and accept it all the same.... *sigh*
alright guys, here's an update. Soo... I went up to Ithaca for the gathering and after driving around and not being able to find it I headed to the Commons to find someone to help me out. Lo and behold who should I run into other than him. We spent the weekend together camping and playing at waterfalls and making love. I ate the best I have in a long time all for free this weekend, watching what's thrown out and taking advantage of free meals, never begging. ahhh he's one of the most inspiring people I have ever met. He has lived the past 6 years without money. This weekend I got a lil' taste of it and I loved it. So I'm off folks. It's so crazy, I was just about to go to school for the first time and all that good stuff but instead I'm hitting the road. Giving up my apartment and all my possessions except what will fit into a bag and taking off by Monday. We're heading up to Quebec and on the way I'm gonna learn what I can from him and then my son and I are going to continue on our way to wherever beckons. This man has lived a solitary life and will continue to do so so I'm going to go out in this world and truly live and love and probably on my own, I just needed this little push. Lovin' ya'll~~ I don't know when I'll be able to get on here again so I just wanna say goodbye for now and I'll check in when I get the chance and let ya'll what's going on in my topsy turvy life
Wow That's awesome! You seem really siked and excited and that's really great -- I'm much happy for ya! Be safe, be smart and live it up! Love it up too, PEACE! Ganja_Goo
Amber, The road is an attractive life, but it seldom leads to lasting happiness. Everyone should adventure and travel, but education is still extremely important. On the road, you will learn a lot, but without a bit of Babylon's teachings, you will be handicapped with respect to the tools around you. This may be an empire in decline, and we need to prepare for its demise, but you will need all the tools at your disposal if you wish to help create a beautiful future for your son and his progeny. Also, I have helped a few folks keep their children when the state wanted to take them away, often only to see them seperated in the end despite my efforts. Many of the beuracrats can not understand the life your new lover lives and will oppose your right to parenthood. Ultimately, life on the road is a selfish pursuit that does little or nothing for anything or anyone else, and can put you and your child at great risk. Take a holiday, but play the game enough not to be devoured by the combine! Jim
I plan on doing what you are about to do in europe once I graduate college. If you are passing through Florida send me a pm. My couch is open.
just anyone kind and looking out for the earth and each other (in my eyes) ooo I'm leaving tomorrow guys~~ quit my job, ho'd out my apt. The road beckons...
Take care amber, and watch your back out there. Hope your son and his kitten stay safe too. Its a very hard life you're taking, but I wish you the very best. Be and stay happy.
Having fun guys~~ left Elijah with his grandma for a while while i test the waters.. I've been hanging out with lots of beautiful kind family... And having a blast! this is where it's at guys haha
good luck and farewell. keep safe, i hope it turns out to be everything you are wanting, but do not leave your child for long....he needs you just as much as you need your freedom.
