ahaha...what the fuck

Last night I had my SECOND dream in like two weeks of me doing COCAINE.
Is this some kinda sign or something??

The first time I was with my friend in some seemingly abandoned parking lot...and she started like..convulsing and shit..And I was afraid to take her to the hospitol cos I thought they'd give me a drug test...Haha
But before we got to the parking lot, we are at..a party I think...And we were on the couch, and some old guy -i think he was like some sort of cop- was at the table by us..and he almost caught her giving me some coke..but i hid it and played the suck-up, charming act...

Ahahaha

Then last night..I have no idea where we were..but I was with her(i THINK)
and some other friends..
Anddd...the coke was like..made into those puffy peppermint things..ya know..
And we ate em like candy..
And I remember thinkin that I could crush it up and snort it..but I didn't at that time..
And i remember when we were leaving that place, I took some from out of the drawer..
And then I asked someone how long it stays in your body..and they said "like 50-60 days" and I remember freaking out..



Ahahah what does this meannn??

 

it could only mean what you want it to believe. so if you believe your gonna be a huge coke addict, you may become a huge coke addict



i wouldnt touch the stuff though...so much money wasted for something that doesnt last very long, and is very harmful.



but i have weird dreams about shooting up heroin alot, and i dont plan on doing it...or do i

 

ahha wow i always have dreams i'm on acid


we're such an odd bunch. :H

 

Ive had some weird dreams before

 

I do too. It's never anything else... the last time I did, I dreampt I was with Krystin, Chuck, and Hunter S. Thompson and we were shopping for acid.

 

just do it. :H you only live once, and its not as bad as people would lead you to believe.

 

lmao these last couple of days, Hunter S. Thompson has appeared in my dreams. he's not really doing anything, he's just there.

 

ahhaha

the time before the man in the tophat eek: ) was like...i was this little boy and i was at this place....like a smoothie bar or summat and it was on a giant mushroom and then a lizard crawled across the sky and some other shite i can't remember.... hahah..yeah..

 

omg one time i dreamed jim morrison came as a ghost to hang out with me :H we went to a chinese resturant but it sucked so we went somewhere else and...yeah, it was cool.

 

i dreamt i was walking around a grocery store with sarah...




i feel left out i dont have insane drug dreams

 

wierd i had a dream with Hunter S.Thompson a while ago as well. hmmm...

 

i dreamt i met this weird guy in my dream last night, where i was trying to buy weed, and i gave him 18 dollars, and for some reason a bunch of empty, crinkled up chip bags, and he just concidered the little price on the bad to be how much it is in real money, i ended up having a 35 dollars. and he was really weird to, he was like a fat, mexican, asian, arabic, leader of a mob who had to mob to lead...he said:

"you must go down to that one street you've been before, you know which one!"

"no i dont..."

"yes you do! just go there, you know it!"

"no...i dont know..."

"yes you do! its the one where there is a guy with a fake mustache in there, he has what your looking for, just say my name!"

"ok...but wait, what is the street? and what is your name?"

"hurry! you must hurry now! get your marijuana!!!"

"..."


but then i woke up, and i dont if i ever got my bud

 

ahhaha paulie

that's interesting maybe it's symbolic :H

 

The only problem is that it's way too damn expensive for most people to keep doing it, and everyone has different tendencies to become addicted.

I don't get addicted to many things... I moreso find myself becoming obsessed with dreams, people, and ideas than addicted to anything. I even TRIED to get addicted to cigarettes, but it's virtually impossible.

The strange thing is, on my dad's side, people get addicted to anything... mostly tranqs and pills, which I've found it's easy to become addicted to, so I don't do that.

I'd never begin to consider crack or heroin.

 

eww drugz is bad fer yew. lolz.

 

i dont really care what drugs i do any more, just as long as it doesnt involve needles, snorting, smoking crack or using meth. And pills...i dont like pills, and becoming a pill popper would be bad. But other then that...well that pretty much elimanates alot of them

 

oh come on now, snorting is so much fun.

 

only when you laugh

 

were you talking to me, Queen Ed?

 

yeah shit. fucking blue man. :$