Sometimes I feel like one day soon I'm just going to wake up and realize that this has all been just a dream and that I'm only 4 years old, not 16. It's really trippy. Has anyone else ever felt like this before?!
I don't know really. I guess not bad, but not good either. Just sometimes life doesn't really feel real, and it doesn't feel like these things could really be happening. It's so weird.
I can't really explain it very much. Just every once in a while I'll be sitting there and thinking to myself about things and then I'll be like "whoa this could all just be a dream and one day I could just wake up and only be 4 years old" and stuff like that. It's not like all the time or anything though, just when I'm really thinking or meditating and trying to figure stuff out.
i know what you're talking about. i get that feeling all the time. or that i'm not really here, i'm just imagining it all. or this one time i was walking down a street and i felt like i was in a movie.. not like glits and glamour, but just surreal, i guess. it spooked me out, but felt good at the same time.
That always happened to me. When I was 15 or so, and was bloody depressed, I always visualised a dearm, I couldn't believe it was reality... sometimes, I actually believed that it's all a dream, and that i'm gonna wake up back in kindergarden... the thought still scared me though... what? i'll loose all this life? Doesn't happen to me anymore though...
Ive felt that, and the opposite. At times I imagine the same thing, that it could be a dream, or a vision of what was to come, and all of this never happened, but will...something to that sense. And sometimes life is too poetic to seem real, but thats the beauty of it at times Other times, Ive felt so connected and one with everyone and everything, that it couldn't be more real. I felt within me the steady drum beat of life we all share, were all breathing a breath and living a life together.
